A Simple Gal With Extraordinary Personality
She Keeps Her Heart Guarded Most Of The Time
A Gal Who Has Lost Many Things In Life
A Gal Who Still Believes A Sparkle May Appear
In Her Dark Life
My mum's b'dae was on the 24th April. So I have a lil dedication for her and plus some other shocking news..please read on to know.
Hey Mama, Happy 51st Birthday. I noe my wishes and gifts all will reach you but there is something which i have done for you and here it is. Its a short song written and sang by me. Please pardon my voice :) hope you will love it. Mish you loads.
Here is the song Title: Right Here Beside Me
I woke up in da night
Saw u lying by my side
I neva knew that was the last time
I held u in my arms
Holdin close to my heart
I wish you catch your breath
For one more time
(Chorus)
Hey mama I love you
I miss you so much
All I ask you were here wif me
Come on mama look at me
Give me ya blessings
I wish that miracle do happens
So that you will be…right here beside me again.
I noe that I hurt you
Many times dat I realise
I wish I said sorry
At the right point of time
The regret dat I have
I din make u smile at me
When I tried my best to
You were gone in a gleam
(Chorus)
Hey mama I love you
I miss you so much
All I ask you were here wif me
Come on mama look at me
Give me ya blessings
I wish that miracle do happens
So that you will be…right here beside me again
Now that you are gone away
I am stranded on the ground
I wish that your presence
Will always be around
Though u may nt be here now
I promise you one thing
You will always have a place
In my little heart.
(Chorus)
Hey mama I love you
I miss you so much
All I ask you were here wif me
Come on mama look at me
Give me ya blessings
I wish that miracle do happens
So that you will be..right here beside me again.
Below is a short sample of how da tune is for da song and its sang by me. The song is actually abt 3minutes plus but i ain't sure why it can be only played for 1minute plus. Yeah anyway i dun think so u wanna listen to my voice dat long..haha. Therefore pardon my voice also. Thanks.
Thats the end of the song I really hope you would love it. Anyways though you may not be around physically I know that your presence is always there. I feel as though you are juz there but we can't see you. I always feel that you are going to work, coming back, watchin tv, sleepin in my room etc. I know you are right here beside me.
Miss You Johnny Baby
My baby boy, little buddy, best man, baby, friend and my lil johnny. He went missin on 25 April and till now he is not to be found. I really love him so much dat i juz can't seem to accept the fact that he wil not return. But somehow many have said that he will come back and I really hope it is true. Miss you Johnny Baby.
I am not sure why is it that whoeva and wadeva I love the most does not seem to be wif me for long. It goes for everything. Sighz..Juz not fated to be I guess..
Met up wif my bestie to meet my sec sch mates for a dinner. While travelling in the train, shamz told me a conversation which made me laugh and realise abt some ppl.
She went for a driving theory test. There she met gal and dey intro demselves.. below is how the conversation went. Though it is not super exact, but somehow its da same..
Gal: Hi Shamz: hello Gal: whats ur name? Shamz: Shamini and urs? Gal: buvanesh Shamz: what time is ur test? Buvan: 10:30 (i think dat was da time my bestie told me Lol) Shamz: same time as me.. Shamz: so which sch u studied Buvan: Northland Sec. u? Shamz: St.Margaret's sec Buvan: Ohh.I noe someone from dere. My cuzin Durga devi Shamz: Oh which batch? Buvan: I guess must be ur age. Shamz: *wonders..flash back. errm is she fat or slim Buvan: slim, da durga devi is boastful, showoff juz becoz she topped her PSLE. Buvan: you know she neva entertain ppl who come to her hse, and she din even cry for her mum's funeral. Shamz: thinks...and she answered but her name is durga no devi at da back. Buvan: ya ya durga Shamz: Devi is her mum's name. Buvan: ya Shamz: Shyamala devi is the mother's name right? Buvan: yeapz..how u noe..(I think she asked) Shamz: Well Durga is my best friend. and btw she is not dat type of gal. Buvan: oh ok..*stared blankly at shamz..and den.OH MY GOD! Oh SHIT.. Buvan: Please dun tell her wadeva i said. Thanks. Shamz: ok The end of conversation. I guess.
1st of all let me give a small explain. Buvaneshwari is her full name and she is few years younger den me. She is my mum's sister's daughter. When i heard dis conversation, 1st thing it was hilarious and 2nd she totally got no idea of me. Well me boastin ard for being a top student in PSLE is like wth..coz it happened 11yrs ago and yes of coz at dat point of time which was 1997 obviously i would be proud becoz it was something which i din even imagine abt and it was worth the effort of studyin like nerd. I neva knew i actually boast abt it till now. LOL. and den me NOT entertaining her when she came to my hse. Its becoz da 1st time she came was for my mum's funeral, I can't go and tell her "ohh buvan, welcome to my mum's funeral, so hows life been and etc rite" goodness gracious. Lastly me not crying for my mum's funeral, hahaha dats HILARIOUS. Only I know the Truth. I dun need to go ard and justify myself. Too bad buvan if u eva come across dis entry plz..all i can say is grow up not in size or height but maturedness.
Anyways enuff of dat conversation n explanation. Met my sec sch frenz..walked ard VIVO to find a place to eat..and dat point of time we all realise we neva change from sec sch till now..we gossip here n dere, lost our sense of direction, cannot make a quick decision but it was fun. All of us in different angle of life and meetin up juz for some fun and relaxation it was sweet. The gals who met up, Myself, Shamz, Kamini.S, Suhasini, Sheila, Kamini Charles, Sajetha. Had dinner at Thai Express, chatted, after a while headed back home.
Thats for now the update. Some pics will be posted later.
Helloz ppl, b4 I go on ranting and stuff I would like to wish all my Indian Frenz Belated Happy New Year. I hope dis year everything will be going on smooth for all. As for me the new start is not so good. 1st my bracelet which neva came out b4 broke and had to go for repair and da other sad thing is my dearest Sony Ericsson K630i got lost.
Sighz I hereby declare one minute of silence for my HP. To be frank I am a lil sad for my hp to be stolen but the fact which makes me even more upset are the photos in my phone. I stored nearly 500 pics and 100 songs in it. I badly wanted to post my latest pics which I took wif my lil princess Hiroshini. But a “Big SIGHZ”..all is gone now and my sim card, though it was a prepaid I have been using it for nearly 4-5 years and I love da number..
Currently am using my bro’s Samsung Hp and oh god I feel like as though a lost soul trying to figure how to use dat phone. Lolz..juz waiting for the right time or my daddy to say “nevamind I’ll buy u a new phone” but it doesn’t seem to happening..haizz…but I will buy a new phone sooner or later. All those who were in my HP contacts plz come and pvt msg in msn and give me ur num to keep in touch.
Many things have been happening, words unsaid, feelings unknown, emotions unseen. But dey seem to say Life still goes on..yeah I noe dat but sometimes when it comes to reality wise not always dat quote works though. My mum always use to say that “Life Is Not Bed Of Roses All The Time” but den I always tot to myself why can’t I even see the petals. Anyways juz have a few random pics and a collage of my lil princess. Aitez after viewin plz leave a tag :) Adiyoz
My Lil Princess Hiroshini
Shots Wif Shamzy
She is tryin to force herself to smile
Finally she smiles
she is learnin from me how to give model pose -still under training-
givin a pose
Aww..soo shy..
da orangy light pic- I think i din like her shampoo smell.Look at my expression
THE ManU FAMILY
my bro is juz too stiff..i think he felt as though he is taking a pic wif a Celebrity
Oh My he is smiling..and I love those t-shirt pillows
Hey Mama, Happy 51st Birthday. I noe my wishes and gifts all will reach you but there is something which i have done for you and here it is. Its a short song written and sang by me. Please pardon my voice :) hope you will love it. Mish you loads.
My baby boy, little buddy, best man, baby, friend and my lil johnny. He went missin on 25 April and till now he is not to be found. I really love him so much dat i juz can't seem to accept the fact that he wil not return. But somehow many have said that he will come back and I really hope it is true. Miss you Johnny Baby.
