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my cuzin marriage..@Sunday, January 30, 2005

i am shagged man

well..today woke up...den juz did some hse works..and bum ard...den wen to geetha sis hse...waiting for da kids to get dressed..after dat punetha sis, madhz, geetha sis, my sis, haranesh, darshan n myself all wen to chong pang..ave 5 of yishun...coz wanted to get some things for da picnic tomz..and we ate dere...for da past few days i am eating like a pig man...lolz..today i ate chicken rice, carrot cake, and fries and drank sugar cane..yummy...den after buying some things...den took cab..geetha sis n madhan n darshan wen to khatib NTUC...but punetha sis, my sis, n haranesh n myself we wen back home as haranesh was soo sleepy..

yeah..den got home..put haranesh to sleep..and punetha sis n i was toking...yeah had to leave early coz i got to attend my cuzin wedding..so left...lucky my dad wasn't angry coz i came late n stuff...in a while time my mum came...and she began her nonsense...by nagging....damn my BP is getting higher day by day...dun noe when da mecury gonna burst..yeah she asked me n my sis to go to punetha sis hse to put da make up n do da hair...i was like is she serious or wad...den my dad said dat ur mum has gone nuts n she wun be doing so u gals go dere...i was like okies...den called punetha sis n said..lolz..she was shocked as she was not prepared...haha...but we wen dere..and got ready...oh my...i seriously love da make up...and my hairstyle...kewl man...a new look juz for dat day...yeah den i wore gold chain n earrings man...LOL...i seriously look like a doll and yeah i like it...haha...den when i wen back home my mum was like shocked to see us....wahahahhahaha....i juz love da reaction..well she deserves it...grr...i dun noe when my patience level is gonna come down...lolz...

den wen took a cab...dats it man...super knock out in da cab....haha..gonna reach...like abt 10mins before my dad woke me n say...touch up...LOL...den reached da place its da perumal temple mandabam...aka govindsamy pillai kalyana mandabam...yeah...and juz wen n sat...saw all da vips..GMTs....LOL...and da bride was DAMN BEAUTIFUL...i am not saying juz becoz she is related to me or wad...but she is really beautiful man...and yeah after da wedding n stuff...den wen down ate...ahh...da payasam was GREAT!!!! and u noe wad i ate dere...1 Appam wif red sugar, 2 Idlis, 2 Nans wif potato mix and lime juice...yummy...i noe u might be thinking am i like having a stomach or wad...wahahahha..i dun care...if i am hungry too bad...ask shamz..she noes it....*grinz* and den took photos...and one point of time when i wen down to eat....after eating i mean...dis grp of gals...wah all like damn pretty and all tied saree...*sorry prem u missed it* wahahahaha...coz prem din get da chance to see dis beauties...nvm..i am dere always 24/7....and yeah as i was telling all dis gal turn n gave me da look like where did dis gal came frm like dat....LOL...its either i look hotter den dem or i look weird...wahahahha...yeah after dat was juz sitting n waiting for my mum to finish her GMT stories to all da relatives...mean while a small gal was my best company...and she will seriously grow up to be da HEARTBREAKER...watch our guys...her name is Mithra...and freaking fair...and got a killer smile...and i juz love da way she call me akka...chooo cute...she is my mother's uncle's son's daughter....got it...and she is like only 2yrs old....and she was wearing a cute pavadai.....and yeah she was giving me company....den after dat...my dad said lets...leave...so bid of good bye to all...and now at home juz bummin ard n listening to songs...and wait my next entry is a lil sensitive part of me...but wait..maybe i might blog immediately or tomz...tomz got picnic n dinner at night at Fullerton Hotel....i have neva been dere...and its like all high class ppl gonna come..i swear i dun noe wad i gonna do....LOL...guess i will wash eyes on da waiter...and look out for young sexay business magnets....ROFL...aightz...dats all for tonite..AdiyoZ


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weeeewit!!!@Friday, January 28, 2005

Thankz darling for da blogskin..muackz

yo ppl...anyone mished me...i noe i can see everyones head is moving left and right...lolz..its ok..wll yest had prayes..yeah had fun..oh ya dis new blogskin is done by prem...thx*hugs ya* and yeah yest 28 Jan was madhz birthday....made him a card..den met him n punetha sis...tok for awhile..den wen khatib and stuff...den wen back home took my bath..asked shamz to get some cds...and yeah met her at my hse...looks like my dogs gave her a special welcome..lolz. esp da bytch of mine...and den wen to punetha sis hse...had some tok...den madhz came...well den suprised him wif cake..and yeah apparently we were trying to carry him instead...he carried me..argh...and den yeah he cut da cake..and everyone ate...after dat madhz, punetha sis, shamini, kirthi, geetha sis, haranesh and darshan, suganthan and myself all wen to near 700+ dere was dis shop called A&A ...and we ordered tulan, chicken, tom yum soup, kampong rice, hot plate tau...and drinks...and yeah i realli enjoyed my meal..all put eye on me...wahahhahhaa....and i simply love TULANG man...esp da jalan sultan one...freaking yummy...and yeah my mum n i are having alot of arguments lately..dun noe till when i can ctrl my temper...and if she is gonna see...she will be in a freaking state...and yeah looks like love is in da air for some pplz....lolz...enjoy guys...and u noe wad "I Aint In Da Mood To Be In Love Even If God Asked Me To..You Can Find A Gal Whom You Can Cheat!!!!!...okies..those who tamil juz look at below...and i love those lines man...

kadhaliikum asai illai kadava vanthalum
emantha pennei theid poiya
un sattaiyudan odtikolum pattai roja nanillai
mullodum thenei kutti poye poiyadu
oru kadhal enakul pirakavillai
unnai yeno ennakai pidikavillai
nee kalai thanthu kaniyo endru
kadhal seivathu veen velai!!!


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My PC has gone NutZ...@Thursday, January 27, 2005

well basically i blogged a long entry but my pc betrayed me..grr..so my entry was gone..damn..therefore am not bothered to retype again..sorry..pplz..so if u wanna noe more details juz msg me..yeah thaipusam was fun but i was not well...dun noe wad happen oso...my dog ran away..but lucky found her man...i realise dat..i realli love her soo much..lolz..i nearly broke down..ahh..den wen down to temple again in da evening..not to follow kavadi juz watch all da kavadies..den wen back home..ate thosai ..den head down to my hse..freaking tired man..oh ya shamz overnite at my hse...had fun man..lolz.

today my dad woke me up..i woke up..but wen back to sleep..instead of going for school at 8am...i only wen 10am...god...lucky man..actually tot of not attending but den...too many mcs...nah i dun wanna make a bad impression..lolz..yeah after school...came back home, changed...den woke up and see da time was 5pm..gosh...but i felt itchy man..haiz...so itchy..my mum said its some kinda bug but she was not bothered to see....grr....my parents are very bias..damn...till now its itchy..i shall c how till tomz morning..if its worse...will see a doc..but da BIG problem is i dun have cash at all...sighz...am soo gonna beg soon..LOL..!!! yeah am very tired so guys juz wait for an interesing entry soon..aightz..take care..AdiyoZ!!


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@Monday, January 24, 2005

well..well..dere are two poems below...one is for my best fren and da other is for a fren also who has made a strained relationship between us..haha...

Best Friend...

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there



Dedicated to friend who has changed..

You show your true intelligence,
Your personality is as picket as a fence
Your nothing but a chump
You ought to feel as dirty as a dumb
I thought you were my friend,
But to our relationship this is the end
You hurt our friendship
And made me feel hardship
You messed up my world
But later when I thought of you, I hurled
Your head is twisted
Maybe I will help your suicide be assisted
I may be just venting
But this is holding me back and preventing
Incase you didn't know
I'm saying, you need to pack your shit and go

actually dis entry shld be posted yesterday itself..but my damn stoopid pc..hanged..grr...juz felt like throwing my freaking pc..yeah yeah i noe my loved ones wld be thinking dat my pc is juz like me GOne CaSe!!!...hahaha...
okies ppl...u noe wad i realli gotta dank god for giving me frenz and also a best fren..i can't live w/o frenz coz dey mean alot to me..but some juz dun noe da meaning of friendship..yeah..some frenz come and dey stay in ur life foreva and wherelse some come..dey use..den dey throw u worse den a rubbish..my principle in life.."i wld forgive an enemy..but not a betrayer" hmm...yeah frenz..frenz wad can i say abt dis bunch of special pplz..shemini is my arrogant annoying lovable best fren..haha..da 1st day i met her in my life we end up fighting...wahahaha den now we are da best of da best..and u noe wad she neva even once told me if dere is anything wrong in wad i say or etc...i think she is scared of me *evil grinz* she betta be....and u noe wad plz stay away frm her if u noe she is gonna wack u...sighz...coz da way she hit...damn its freaking pain *flashback of my hand* she is da only jeevan who calls me bytch and i can't do anything...and if u are her fren u gotta wear bullet proof jacket..lolz..plz wear shades guys..coz her smile can really melt ur heart and dat stoopid look she gives when she wants something badly frm u is damn adorable..my best fren is someone whom i can't juz share wif any tom dick and harry...coz she is MINE!!! juz dat i wonder why wasn't she my sis..lol...but looking at da other side i guess being best fren is betta coz god noes if she becomes my enemy if she was my sister....hehehe..basically i can juz go on and on abt her...wahaha..right now she will floating *da advertisment airpork* wahahahahhaha....*come down to earth u spanky winkz*

hmm..lets see but sometimes certain frenz change either for da good or worse..dey forget dat wadeva dey speak sometimes it hurts...look u might think dat i am sacarstic and my jokes r hurting...but din u noe dat when u were my fren...and y is it dat u realise it only now..? why? ahh...and i juz feels dat da relation between us have changed alot...things dun seem to be da same..wadeva u either i tok seems to be getting misunderstood..haha..ya u put all da blame against me for being sacarstic and hurting u...well u din realise dat how much u have hurt me by juz ur normal words..okai fren if u think wad i have said is pricking u haha...den u shld noe wad u have done or wad u shld do..i dun blame u for everything maybe..its ur circumstances or maybe its juz some other lame reasons...well my fren u noe wad u have changed....believe it or not..dun come and give me lame excuse dat u are still da same or u have changed for da good...haha...and u noe wad i have changed for da best...juz being more sacarstic...i may look at u not stare...i may tok..not sacarsticly...u gotta noe me well enuff before u even dare to judge me..yeah..dats all and i still have a heart...so if i have hurt u in wad i have said i am sorry my fren..

wadeva it is....frenz are still impt....even if u become my enemy i wld still welcome u to my hse...coz god gave me a sacarstic tongue wif an arrogant look and wif a good heart..and ya my topic is how best frenz play an impt role and how strained relationships affect an individual..and dis topic which i juz wrote abt is given by my best fren shemini...oh sorry dats one of da nick which i gave her..her name is shamini..oh ya pplz dun u wanna see who is my arrogant annoying lovable huggable best fren...juz look at da pic..but plz dun judge her da way she looks...haha...coz she is more lovable when u get to noe her more deeper..and prem my darling teddy bear dun worry i shall blog abt next okies..muacks..


dis is her recent pic...shemini..jeans potta suppama..a traditionally modernise nerd..wahahaha





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i dun noe how to describe my feelings..@Saturday, January 22, 2005

Bummin Ard

hmm..okies..today is suba my cuzin sis b'dae..yeah..when to her hse and gave a small suprise..and she was pretty shocked..den ate pizza...tok...den left..had a small fun..okies...other den dat...frm morning...i was simply lazing ard my hse..as usual my dad was like saying..do this wrk..do dat wrk..and yeah i wen marketing today...grr...my mum asked me to buy chicken..okies...wen i saw da way he cut cut da chicken..gosh..i can juz forget eating chicken...but i wun be able to stop eating Mc Spicy double frm Mac..Combo 1 meal which consists of two piece chicken and fries frm LJS..and KFC 2 pc chicken meal...LOL..so many sacrifices...wahhaha..well i only do dat when i am fasting...yeah...okies..while doing marketing saw dis gal..she looks like in da mids of 21-24yrs...i dun noe why...she kept reminding of myself in da future....wahahahhahaha..den...now am blogging...yeah wondering wad topic shall i blog abt..

Pretty Interesting

hmm..i realli dun noe wad to blog abt..*thinks* Lets talk abt love and V-Day. okies lets see, to some people love hurts and to some love is da best thing in deir life. to some love is like a mystery and to some love is juz love..to be simple and honest.."u wun noe da meaning of love till u experience it" well in 23 days time its gonna be Valentines Day...and u noe da most farniest thing abt dis day is dat...looks like dats da only day da florist has open his/her shop...dats where da couples think to get something special for deir loved ones..and dats when dey get da idea of so many restaurants and good places to eat...i juz wanna LOL at dis whole situation...u noe why...bascially..why can't dey juz give one stalk of rose any day of da year..and why can't dey give a gift anytime dey wanna suprise deir love...why can't dey find da time to bring deir loved ones for a good dinner or lunch...juz any day...hmm...*wonders* well well...to some people V-day is a day filled wif fun, love and etc...but to some it causes lonliness...boredom and juz a normal day...

hmm...my love story is incomplete and i dun noe when it will be complete..juz going thru da life path and looking forward wads gonna happen next..u noe to be frank..i love to be in love...wahahaha...if my parents wants me to get married...i wld prefer a love marriage but looking at da world now..or shld i say society..its not as easy as we think to get a perfect love..and ya ya i noe u ppl will say nothing is perfect in dis world...but why dun u all look at da imperfections in a perfect way..well..V-Day..most are like booked and i have shamz not to worry...but den...i have a strong feeling dat someone else is gonna call her out...and shamz if it happen so..go ahead okies..*smiles* hey pplz...do u noe sometimes some ppl juz dun value da love we give dem or shower dem...juz dun understand dis kinda complicating humans...if u love someone juz tell dem..and if dey dun accept ur love..ahhh..forget it..lolz..nah..juz try..wait..and still dey wanna be da stone...leave dem as dey are...dey demself wld come back to regretting but at dat point u wun love dat person and if u do...u are simply grt....

we humans are juz like dat...we wun look neither give a glance at da special treasure who is beside us created by god and send by angels..instead we look far away at those we can neva reach or at those who dun even bother abt us..or we juz think abt da past and brood over it...look..da reason why we have a present and future is becoz to make us realise dat time changes alot....and u gotta live wif it..past is gone..yeah u can think abt it juz a flashback but not as ur reality...start a new life and see wad u got in dere....and ya come back to V-day...so how many gonna propose or out for a romatic date...juz curious..anyway to some pplz...i am writing dis entry not becoz i am alone or not being anyones dat for dat day...juz writing down my tots...well guys and gals let me suggest u all something...maybe instead of searching for a gift high and low....be creative and do something...and if ur loved one is a person who love u more den anything...he/she wld realli treasure and value ur gift...and oh ya to all single dudes and babes...juz enjoy dis day to da max wif ur frenz....dun be leftout..coz its V-day and not lovers day...wahahahha....its meant for ppl whom u love and it can anyone...aightz...dat all..hmm...readers if u dun like wad i have said..i am sorry coz truth hurts for u....and to those who appreciate...dankz...juz tag...and many more interesting topics wld be rolling in...below dere is a small poem wrote by me..Adiyoz

My heart beats juz for u
My eyes are searching for u
But when i found u..
i realise dat u are not mine...
but i am not able to give up juz like dat
coz i loved u..
i am falling..fallen and fell in love wif u


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Dis is Gonna Be a Long Entry..@Thursday, January 20, 2005

School

okies...back frm dun noe where...hmm..i am gonna start frm school life..well nowdays its getting very stressful man..its juz not da timetable only but oso da modules...my 1st module was so much relax and easier..and my 2nd one..gosh...i juz dun noe...and i feel i am slacking and i dun wan to..and ya..after holidays looks like alot have changed..haha..nvm..feeling lonely and leftout...but at da same time juz happy dat i have still some frenz to tok to..haiz..oh ya dere are so many January Intake Students..gosh...da way dey look at me..like as though i am junior for dem...nonsense. hmm...rite now juz looking out to teach tuition to improve some students and also earn money...coz i am totally terribly broke...i have to starve in order to save..hope someone wld help...yeah...for school life...dats all i guess..oh ya..today i totally screwed up in a test..i dun noe wad was running in my mind..coz instead of writing down da advantages of sole proprietor i name da features....damn...i failed my 1st test itself...gosh...

Family Life

hmm.....dis topic...wahahhaahahahhahaha....only shamz shld noe why...well...looks like dey have been making use of me kinda thing...when dey need me dey use me...when deir problem is solved..ahh...i am invisible..am i fated to be like dis or fate wants me to go thru dis shit...dey have forgotten dat i am also a human..ahh..juz dun noe wad to say...today i wen to pay utilities bill...and only sham n myself noes wad shit i wen thru..though she noes only da basic...lolz..well u ppl might think how come shamz noes everything..well she is my best fren..and i for her i seriously dank god for telling me and showing me dat dis jeevan exist and she will be my best fren...wahahhaha....and i have always not only look at her as my fren but oso a lil sis lovable annoying sis of mine...wahahahha....coz no matter she irritate me..i am juz kewl abt it..and she must be lucky abt dat...okies...oh ya...my mum and i keep on arguing and stuff...dun noe when i am gonna run away...coz i dun wish too...as i am da one gonna get da bad name...i will tolerate deir nonsense..and wait till dey will regret when i am not dere wif dem...

Friends

i was msging shamz dat i wanna commit sucide..lolz..well pplz..dun get tense...coz i wun do dat..*winkz* and ya...was telling her my life is like in a mess and stuff..dun noe why god dun have a heart for me...den she replied saying dun do anything stoopid and stuff...so i told her no la i wun commit sucide all coz i wanna live my dream life..and hope dat my heart doesn't stop beating..and u noe wad she replied me...haha...well wad she said touched me..wahahahha...dis is wad she said "Your heart will stop beating when your time is up.And ma dear..Your time isn't up yet" wahahhahaha...isn't dat lil brat cho sweet...lolz..dere are so many ppl out dere have something against me or dey have juz something to tell abt me badly..but dis shamz is always listening to my probz..and yeah she encourages me alot...and she is my strength also...but sometimes i feel dat maybe she has also something to tell..or maybe am i pissing her also..am i irritating her also..so many quest...juz dun noe why i am feeling like dat...maybe she dun wanna tell coz she thinks she might hurt me...wahahahha...i noe shamz will be staring and saying WTH!!!...wahahhaa..sorry ma its juz a feeling..not dat i am saying dat u must have anything against me..and yeah..prem juz realise da basic of wad i am going thru home and looks like he is pretty shock...dun worry teddy..wad i have said or u have listen is juz da basic..u have yet to go deeper...and i dun think u wld or shld go coz u will have a tear in ur eye...wahahhahaha....oh ya...i am happy for jag..congrats jag for telling me a happy news and all da best...hmm...menaka..wad shall i say abt dis gal...hahahaha...she is too bz..and for da past few days we have been having like a kinda of a debate in wadeva we tok...and looks like its me who starts it...sooner i need a masking tape for my mouth...many have said dat i prick deir heart...some say i am a light in deir dark life..wad am i? a torch wif battery or a rose wif a sharp thorn...well...nothing much to say..abt frenz for now...only dat dey are my life....i am happy coz of dem and my sweet cuzins..dey really make my day and life...

Birthdays

oh ya...on 17 Jan was my sis b'dae...and yest was geetha sis birthday...we were all trying to put cream on her face...and yeah she was like fighting against madhan...wahahhahahaha....damn farnie...and at last everyone had cream on our face except da uncle and aunt...only madhz, my sis, punetha sis, uncle and aunt was dere...and myself...damn fun...and yeah not forgetting my heart throbs nephews...and yeah on sunday..16 Jan we all wen to my aunty's hse to give a suprise b'dae party..shamz oso came...u noe why shamz we invite u..coz u are in my family...and damn u feel like in ur own world...donkey monkey...okies..back to da b'dae..we waited downstairs for all of dem to come..and my aunt was getting ready in her hse..thinking dat we all are going to Malaysia..wif us...wahahahha...wen all came...we wen upstairs...get ready da banner...and da party poppers...and knocked da door....when she open it...wahahahhaha....her reaction was damn shocking....lolz...she was in tears of joy...and i am happy dat we all made her sooo..happy...den we played some games...carrying n throwing...ppl...dancing...so much of food...yummy...and cutting da cake...taking pics....ahh...had fun...den watched vetri vizha...ahh...dat niranjan guy sang damn nice...and he is damn cute...haha...yeah...after da show..all left....and ya..now waiting for suba's and madhz b'dae to come...dats all for da b'dae...

My Lil Heart Desires

i dun noe why dat my heart tells me everyday dat she lacks something...and wad is it...i dun noe...really dun noe...lonesome can really make my imagination go wild...but dat doesn't mean dat i am like desperate to find love...u dun find for love...dey will come finding for u..and dis is wad many says..and tell me when it does...lolz..i wanna study...i wan career..i wan savings..i wan so many things which my heart desires..and ya..i wld agree wif da fact i wan love...it can be fm anyone....doesn't mean it must be frm a guy whom i like or vice versa..*winkz* i wanna go shopping..change my wardrobe..though it is a lil change..and i wanna change my hairstyle..hmm...but why i wanna do all dis...am i like changing nyself for something...am i being someone whom i am not...*shrugs shoulders* hmm...u noe let me share wad my lil heart always dream abt...One day i am walking on da path way wearing a chudithar (indian traditional suit)...da wind gently caressed my cheeks...and a guy turns and look gosh..she has stolen my heart..haha...and he comes nearer to me...and says "Hi Miss..u look beautiful..can i noe ur name..i smile and say..hello..and dere we become frenz...with / without knowing we fell in love...and we began to live our life...getting married wif him..everyday fun and yeah at times he gets kicked outta da bedroom..haha..and he cooks while i watch TV!!!!...lolz...doing hsewrks together...massaging for each other..buying small gifts..suprising each other...flirting with each other...put love notes in each other pocket w/o knowing...hehe..sing to me while i sleep..admire me da way i sleep lying my head on his lap...watch romantic movies...and remember da fav part of mine...lolz..go for holiday...start a family...and yeah have kids...and love da kids as much we love each other...and not to forget each others love in da hse though we have kids...one boy one gal...ahh...such a beautiful family...live in a 5 room HDB Flat or Executive Flat..with such a romantic and beautiful renovation....mine and his cute pics..in da hse...candid shot of his and mine in our bedroom..hahahha...wldn't dis be such a beautiful life...oh my...wld i meet him...will he look at me...will he fall in love and vice versa....its all in my journey of life...right now i am struggling and catching my tear dropz..while i kneel down..wld anyone break dis barrier ard me and wipe away da tears held behind my eyes...and give my heart sooo much of happiness which i have lost in 20yrs...so Many questions..running everyday in my mind and heart...and most i dun have da answer...i noe to some it might be very dramatic in wad i said...but pplz...its my dream life...dats da reason why i love to dream..so dat i can go in my dreamz to live dis life...haiz...

Note

Oh My..dis is one of my longest entry...gosh...hope u all din get bored reading and if u all like it plz tag me...and yeah i have said wad my heart feels and my mind said...dats..all..if u dun like it too bad...if u like it...dankz...hmm...dats all...c ya in my next entry..signing off wif a tear in my eyes while i smile..


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well..well..back to school..@Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Oh my God i juz tot new yr was born but now its like gonna be two weeks man...and i am back to school...da time table has changed..well have to be in school by 8am...damn...feeling so sleepy nowadays...juz dun noe why...when i come back frm sch...ponna flat..lolz..oh i bought a new shoe..hehe..oh ya my exams are on May..and yesh will be my last mth in ITE...hippie...but am contemplating on wad higher nitec course to take...gonna go poly and see wad is da part time course dey offer and also da criteria..i really wanna do well in education and i wanna own a small company of my own..hope dis small dream of mine will come true..yeah..and my financial status is damn bad...i wanna do a part time job atleast teach tution....if anyone noes...plz recommend..dankz....hmm...oh ya after a long time kala my sec sch fren added me in msn n was chatting me...hippie...was chatting wif her...and oh ya...sydha is giving me shock by shock...lolz....and i wanna change my looks...any idea...i noe shamz will give da most lame ideas...LOL...oh ya...10 January was Menaka's Birthday.....Happy Birthday Menaka...May All Your Wishes come True...aightz...dats all...c ya dudes and babes..


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I am Back..@Saturday, January 08, 2005

After sometime back in action

hi hi hi....welcome me everyone..hehe..sorry for not updating..juz dat am held up by somethings and also lazy at times..my holidays gonna end and am going back to sch on monday...ahh gonna miss my sleep..and i realli like my now blogskin..very nice. okies ppl i am in a bad state for cash...and i wanna teach tution...so if anyone noes..plz recommend..willing to teach pri 1-6.and i seriously dun noe wad to blog abt...so any suggestions...well most of da time i am spending my holidays wif my cute lil nephews and my cuzin sis punetha...so juz enjoy all da moments..lolz..oh ya not fogeting some outing wif shamz..long time din meet menaka...seems like she has a tight schedule kinda thing...yeah take a look at my nephews pic below n mean time tell me if dere is anything u wan me to blog abt other den my personal life and some boring n lame topic...aightz...

da younger dude is Haranesh and da Elder dude is Darshan


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New Year Eve n New Year@Sunday, January 02, 2005

2004/2005

well..well.it was eve of new year..alot of things has happen...and so many changes...god...evening had bajan...so madhz, punetha sis, kirthi, my bro, kumari anni n segar were da only one who can make it for da bajan..yesh lekshmanan came..when da time was gonna be 9pm...after da bajan..my bro n segar left as dey had party...ahh...so only punetha sis, madhz, my sis, kumari anni n leksh..n myself were da only one left...so we were like looking at each other face..den we decided to go coffeeshop to have some drinks n chat...we wen went down...sat..and were like asking each other wads deir new year resolution...hmm...madhz was damn farnie...wad he did n stuff and he was like cannot keep quiet at all...lolz...den da time was 10.30pm...kumari anni had to leave..leksh was going out..well thank him coz though he had other plans..he still sat n have drinks n chat wif us...but only he n myself were da quieter one..haha...den madhz wanna overnite at punetha sis hse..meera n suba cldn't make it..madhz said nvm..we shall juz stay n tok...kinda thing...he asked me to ask my dad permission...so kirthi asked...den suprisingly my dad allowed...den wen back home change...den wen to punetha sis hse..madhz decided to cook for us...he n i made da preparations....wah n he can really cook well man..yummy...den after we ate...and it strike 12...2005 is Born...den we sat for a while in moment of silence for all those lives which is gone due to da Tsunami...after dat we wished everyone...punetha sis sabohtage me wif powder..and pity madhz coz he was like getting beaten by everyone and frm his hari to his whole face was like sooo much of powder...LOL den dis geetha sis aimed her party popper at me..lolz...though we din really count down..i am happy dat i was wif punetha sis n madhz...and we laid down da mattress n comforter...all lie down and toking...den we were watching Mudhalvan also..ard 3+ all were sleepy...den switched off da tv n wen to bed...morning woke up..geetha sis was soo into da mood of new year lol..she again aimed another party popper at me...lolz..den we played monkey for a while..wished haranesh n darshan happy new year too...we put back all da mattress..and dis madhz was so lazy to get up frm da bed...therefore sugu, punetha sis n i carried madhan...he was like dangling damn heavy fella man...den helped to clean up da mess...we brushed our teeth....den we sat together and had breakfast...ahh..something which i always love to do...i din mean da food thingy...but like being together as a family and having breakfast..den left home...ahh...i wore my new pink top..lolz..den wen to my family fren's hse...ate briyani rice..gosh i hate da rice...n had prawns..mutton n roasted chicken n pepper chicken...ahh...den sat down..played scrabble wif da kids...den wen back home...came online...wished everyone...den my parents were discussing whether dey wanna cook or eat out...den my mum decided to go down for dinner...ahh...wen down...and guess wad i was da one who ate da most...and initially finished most of da dishes...gosh...ate chilli crab, chap chai, sotong sambal, kang kong, butter prawns..rice n two cans of soya bean...my dad was like looking at da way i ate...wahahahahahahaha....i ate everything except butter prawns...din like it...and we were like practically discussing abt my b'dae...wad are da expenses n stuff...lolz..den wen back home...was bored watched Bose...ahhh my fav actor n actress....soooo nice....now am thinking of saving money....

2004: Alot of things have happen...so many changes and so many lives has gone...so many changes to da world too...gosh...hope it will be da last yr like dis...and all those tears i have cried...hope i wld laff as much in 2005..

2005: hmm....da year was born nice...din scold neither was i scolded by anyone...hope 2005 will be a better year for everyone...wanna take my license, graduate and be in a good position in life..always make others happy, and as wad my father said "change yourself dis yr" hmm...i wld try my level best..yeah....dats iall for now...AdiyoZ


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