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Bye 2007 Hi 2008@Monday, December 31, 2007


The Writer Speaks Her Thoughts...

The journey of 2007 is going to end in another 1hr 15mins. To some it was an awesome year but for others it was a year of rough path. As for me, there is always a saying life cannot be always a bed of roses. Therefore I walked on the thorns more than I slept on the petals. It does not mean that I didn’t have a good time at all. Yes I did but I can count the number of times I smile than I cried.

I have lost many things in the year 2007. I have lost the bond whom brought me to this world, I have lost what everyone should have which is Confidence, I have lost whom everyone should trust: Myself. I don’t wish to keep on saying my plight to others.

“I want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even though her heart is broken, and the one who can always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own”

I do not wish to have any new year resolutions cause sometimes when it does not work out it gets depressing.

I would like to take this opportunity to apologies to people whom I have hurt knowing and unknowingly, thanks to all who have tried their level best to make me smile, Its alright to those who have ignored me from their life.

Lastly I would like to wish everyone, from the oldest human being and to the lastest child born in this world A Happy New Year of 2008. May you all have a fabulous year.

Goodbye 2007, Welcome 2008.

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Letter For Mum@Thursday, December 20, 2007

She sat down in her room, took a pen and a letter pad, she began to write a letter..

Dearest Ma,


How have you been? Have you made some new friends? If I have to say that I am fine too, I guess you would know that I am lying through my teeth. Ma there has been a lot of things happening in my life. If you were right beside me, you know very well I would have cried to you how people have bullied me, insulted me, look down on me. I would have spilled my problems about work.

I remembered the times you held my little fingers and taught me how to walk, you sang to me and taught me to listen to songs, you told me stories and taught me how to read. But you left me half way and didn’t teach me how to cope with life. Now I am stranded alone in this phase of life not knowing what to do. You taught me many things, you spoke to me about many things but you never told me what is my talent or what am I talented in. I am really slow in understanding things. Is it my mistake for being slow or is it your mistake for giving birth to a daughter who is slow or should I blame the one who created me for being slow?

Ma, I realised myself that I am not as smart as those around me, I wish I could but I can’t. Please hold on to my hand and bring me along this struggle I am going through. No matter what happen in life as long as we have our parents by our side we can always go through even the worse disaster. I am afraid that the emotions I am going might put me to mental torture which can lead to physical torture too. If you can’t help me, the least you could do is bring me along with you.


When you were around I could just ask whatever I wanted, now I am afraid to ask cause maybe I am asking too much. All I ask is just help me ma, or bring me with you. I am really lost within myself. Help me find myself. Hope and Wish to hear from you soon. I shall pen-off here.


Your Loving Daughter

Durga

*She knew very well that this letter can never be sent unless heaven send angels to bring cause postmans are not working there.




The Black & White




Deep Thoughts


Life Has Two Sides


Dark Side Of Life



Reflections of life



The Stare



Hmm..wad can i say

The silent words spoken by my eyes ?


The theme at my wrk place to use recycle materials to deco da room for X'Mas



The recycled gifts



The recycled Christmas tree done by my team




The decorated door


Creative rite???


The recycle candle



The Christmas Tree at My work place

Christmas Deco at Bugis
Sponsored by Sooke Jewellery


The Golden Compass Deco

Lightings at Bugis. Dis is my Fav


The Golden Compass




My Jude Ruben

The smile which can melt anyone
Hmm..wad shall we do next

Are you taking my pic

I Pray to God To give me beautiful and wonderful gf like my mum

Juz wanted to check you out

I love your dress princess

The Hero is nearer now Oh My!!


Here Camerman! Take My Pic



Posing


Glamorous Ladies With the Sexy Babe

The Bond Which can Never Be Under Estimated

Yeah!! I took her pic wif mummy

Just a Shot


My Nutz Crunchy Chocolate with Cookies

Kirthi's Chocolate Temptation


Bav Anni's Chocolate Overloaded


REALITY



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life happenings@Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Alritez ppz, lets sit down and chat wif durga..its time to read Durgz blog, Once upon a time…

When I sit back and think of what my sec sch teachers use to say..”you students will regret not being a student” and yesh I do regret not being one now. Da carefree life, always fun, entertainment, frenz, cca, running for movies all was a precious time which can neva be bought. Now working life..Mon-Fri its slower den a tortoise but Sat-Sun is fast like a Cheeta…ahh..anyway who cares..

Ah Beng Vs Gentlemen

Well a short incident, wen I was travellin in da train, i told excuse me to dis guy who wore like a gentlmen wif tie and etc and officially look like a GM. But he gave me a stare and when I hit him accidentally and said Sorry he *tsk n stared at me again* grr..but at the other side, I had to move a lil, so I said excuse to a 101% look like Ah Beng guy and he moved n smiled, and wen I hit him accidentally when I was abt to take my hp from my bag, I told him sorry and he look, and smiled and said its ok.. Oh My, not all men are qualified to wear a tie.


Culture Shock

An incident happened at work place, an Indian gal, she was suppose to attend a wedding after work, and she told another colleague, dat she does not like traditional costumes, dey are uncomfortable and funny and etc. But one thing she forgot, no matter how trendy clothes, branded or comfortable u wear, nothing beats the beauty which traditional clothes give.


Interesting Taxi Ride


After taking a walk along Orchard too see the lights and decorations, left ard 11 and booked a taxi from Heeran taxi stand. The ride was pretty long due to traffic and stuff,

The taxi driver made the whole ride an interesting one. He started a conversation, talking abt da traffic and all, Zouk Nite and stuff. Den when he asked whether we were staying at blk 666+ den we said no but ard 600+, den he said 666 is devil number, continuing he said he is afraid of human being den Devils. Lolz a truth infact at times. After a while he asked what are we afraid of, so I was having the answer “myself” in my heart and he said out da ans as “Myself” reason, whether we success or we fall it all lies in our hands. What he said was realistic. Later he asked what cannot be bought wif money, my answer was love and his wad Parent’s love. *claps* whateva he talked was life experience and moments and the truth. While on the way he asked what was da radio channel for tamil songs and he wrote it down so that in future when he have Indian customers he will tune dat channlel, coz he has English, Malay and Chinese. Now he has Tamil songs. Haha.

When we reached our destination he said “thank u very much and sorry if I haf talked a lot and god bless you”. Aww..how sweet.


Orchard

Went to orchard wif my bro, sis, sis-in-law, her brother, her mum, and not forgetting my lil princess Hiroshini. This year dere was not much deco though but had a great time havin dinner and posing for pics and walking abt.

New Additions

My dad bought me a HP Sony Ericsson K630i

Mp4 I bought and Man U Hp/mp3 holder.


I love my new additions

Below am gonna let u all view da recent pics I took and as well a small photo journey of my bestie and me from a view older pics to da latest ones. U can notice quite a lot of diff.

Here we go..

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Da Guardian Angel & Lil Princess




We've got so much things to talk abt



Posing wif sleeping bf



Normal Look



Sistas


Smile


Posing



At Orchard while walking



At home..juz bored


Secret Love


Will u marry me please?


weeewiitt


aww...so sweet



da bull



da devil brother



Lights Deco





















Jude Ruben & Me







Journey Of Sham N Me



During My Ite Days



Givin A Pose In Da Train



At Starbucks



The Couple Picture



Ladies in The Train



Glowing


Relax






Friends



In the Bus
























































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