Light up the Darkness.

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A Simple Gal With Extraordinary Personality
She Keeps Her Heart Guarded Most Of The Time
A Gal Who Has Lost Many Things In Life
A Gal Who Still Believes A Sparkle May Appear
In Her Dark Life

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Updates@Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Well basicall have been busy for da past one week due to Act3 Rehearsals
Met alot of ppl.
Made New Friends
Made a Fool out of myself by falling down..lol

1st time a fren of mine used WTF on me..becoz i din inform my grp dat i will not be coming to school today and somemore we had presentation to do...was a lil taken back coz i am a lil sensitive..sighz..itz ok coz da fault lies on me as i have been a irresponsible hopeless member.
I am proud dat she was direct to me..its better..coz in dis world we should learn to take criticism or else we wun be able to leave in dis society..dis was said to me by someone..
Sorry Shuo Ke..

Abt two days ago my mum was saying "Durga why can't u have an ambition in life and why are living life like its loose kinda thing"
i replied..wads da point in having ambition wen i tried so much but juz cldn't achieve it and wen u can't u feel so devasted and heartbroken and stuff..might as well juz keep a side of da ambition and stuff and go wif da flow..accept wad life gives u..

Last week Rina and Trish..were so funny..lol
Rina was looking at da Translink Guide book and Trish was talking to me..
den Trish asked Rina whether the month of June has a 31 date..but our dear rina replied
dat Toa Payoh has 31..we were like huh..LOL..and wen she said it so confidently was da best part.

2nd joke..Rina asked Trishma have u sign da form and trish replied i am gonna sign now..
and Rina asked 3 to 4 times until trish din wanna say and i replied Trish ans den our Dear Rina understood..wahahahahahhaha...cute..

and now abt me..currently for da past few weeks financial status is very baaaaaddd...argghh
looking for a job man..
and oh ya..i have tremendously put on alot of weight and wanna lose weight asap..
my cheeks looks so chubby oh my..i am soo gonna lose weight..

My bro's wedding is coming..derefore things are getting busier and i am super busy cleaning da
hse...haiz..tiring man..

soo dats all for now..changed to a new blogskin..hope u all like it..thx shaila for da editing..

Here are some pics taken during my rehearsal and all three are candids..

Wahidah wad are u looking at?

Knock Out

Caught In Act Sleeping..Nareeza

The End

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Happenings@Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Today's Happeningz

Well basically an interesting day..Tot today SW will be running and stuff but lucky, we were told to play badminton which was helluva fun man. Rina and Trishma were partners and Jess and me were their opponents..damn funny..da way Jess hit da shettlecock and it was a miss and she immediately sat on da floor saying shit..her reaction was really funny..after a while Jess changed partner wif Kelly..so Kelly and i were partner and Trish and Rina were our opponents..dats where we saw how kelly can play badminton in a ballet style and Rina can teach Karate while playing badminton, and Trish can slide, and me can do diff dance step..wad on da earth..but it was really fun..too bad quite a number of gals were not present..

Den after Admin class went for Act3 Rehearsal..had a grt day over dere, practice our dance step and script and we had a full run wif all da 5 schools..was quite interesting..we juz need a lil more practice and polishing here and dere we will be near perfection..hope things all go out well..
den wen to eat at Lido wif Badah, Wahidah, Aini, Nareeza and Zhi. Met Kelly half way nat Lucky plaza..guess she was even more shock to see us..wahahaha..anyway dats all for today..
Adiyoz..

There was a competition for the best Butt and only two particpants. Here are the pics and who is da winner..

Trishma's Butt

Rina's Butt

The Winner of the Butt Competition is Miss Trishma..wahahahahhaa

dis is how sweet vikki can be..but we all know,
she is juz acting..LOL

dis is how a chipmunk looks like wen its wild.
but vikki looks more to Mrs Shrek or Mrs Hulk.
due to the background.

The Gals

Nareeza & Myself

Wahidah & Me

The End ppl..juz wait for another interesting soon...AdiyoZ

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An Interesting Day@Monday, June 19, 2006

well..juz wanna blog abt today..had to leave sch early as we had Act3. Well basically we reached da Act3 Theatre late and partially it was becoz of me..nvm..dun wanna talk much on it. Once we reached we Wahidah and i changed while da rest of dem surrounded us to protect our honour. LOL After dat while we practice our dance, Miss Nina said we need to take pics and yeah we did took quite a number once da pics are out i will post it.

After dat we were given a new script oh my..too much changes but its ok..shall try to manage..
Dere were other schools like Anglo Chinese, Geylang Methodist, Raffles Girls. We all introduce ourselves and den we went for our dance class. We met our dance choreographer Mr Zul.
Da dance moves were really interesting and yeah its beautiful. But tiring also. We manage to finish our dance move both beginning and ending..All we need is more polishing to be more professional and yeah to buck up in our script.

Mr Zul, not only taught us but also motivate us..dat was good. And dis is my 1st time working under theatre. I do wanna show ppl dat i also have talents.

Basically i noe everyone has talents but i haf yet to realise wads mine..hmm..does anyone know wads my talent or wad am i talented at..

Sometimes i feel i wanna achieve something in life but den i juz dun noe how or wad to do..sighz..
Looks like my chest pain is back in action and da pain is getting worse..but who cares..life is to enjoy den worry..

I dun noe why suddenly i am a feeling dat i am lonely again in class..hmm..why dis sudden damn feeling..i feel lost..oh my..holy cow. Maybe everyone is busy wif deir own work or wad so ever..sighz..

“Language... has created the word "loneliness" to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word "solitude" to express the glory of being alone.”

Who knows what true loneliness is not the conventional word, but the naked terror? To the lonely themselves it wears a mask. The most miserable outcast hugs some memory or some illusion. Now and then a fatal conjunction of events may lift the veil for an instant. For an instant only. No human being could bear a steady view of moral solitude without going mad.

THE END

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Father's Day@

The Slack blogger is back in action now. Too much of things to update on..hmm..shall start on Father's Day.

1st of all Happy Father's Day Daddy and to all dad on earth.
My Dad, he is da person whom i trust after god.
I always believe that he is da best Dad on earth.
He always treat me like i am his babygal though i am 22yrs.
He motivate me, gave me courage and brought me up like a brave gal.
Everyone said dat i am spoilt and pampered by him but who cares.
We love each other too much dat if we hurt each other da pain is terrible.
If he scolds me, tears will be held up in my eyes like swimming pool.
No matter wad he has always stand by me.
I can proudly say dat he loves me more den he loves his wife.LOL
Dad i know dere might not be any chance for u to read dis coz u dun use da computer.
But its ok..coz overall u noe our love for each other neva fades.
Happy Father's Day Daddy!!!

Alrightz next comes da Most Embarrasing Day!!!
Friday 16 June 2006. Well i woke up at 7:25am and damn i tot i was late.
I rushed myself. I took a cab frm my hse to Khatib Mrt station and board da train.
Reached Bishan exactly 7:57am
Den walked fast..once i cross over da road, I saw Mrs Lum outside da gate and she
was shouting "U all haf da time to stroll..Run NOW" i tot she was kidding wen she said run but hell no she was super serious!!
I ran like an idiot thinking i am gonna be LATE!
I reached the amphitheatre and walked up da stairs but to my shock my class ISF was missing.
Maybe i tot dey might haf shifted to the other side of Amphitheatre but no..
So i tot nevamind shall look for da class later, 1st lets get over da national anthem.
After da National anthem, Mrs Lum took the mike and announced "The gal right on top come down now" i tot it was me..and i was thinking wad da hell did i do.
Again she repeat her announcement and told Mr Ramu to bring down the gal right on top who was touching her frenz during NA. Den i breath out..phew..lucky its not me..
den i was still suprised dat i cldn't find my class, so i decided to take a look at my timetable and wen i saw, i nearly faint.LOL coz my class starts at 10:15am..OH MY HOLY COW!!!!

Den i was like arrrgggghhh..nvm..so i was getting down da stairs and my 2nd embarrassing moment, i nearly fell from da stairs. The pose was like i was doing a stunt. damn..
After dat went to da staff room and juz redeem my late coming for da day before since i am like free for two hours...damn damn...

Here are some pics which trish and i took at Mac..

Trishz and Durgz *Smiles*

Juz wen i was abt to kiss my darlz, we have a visitor.

The viloence Hug but Trish was too shy.

Sam, Trish and Me

Give a Pose while u strangle

The End..

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My feelings@Monday, June 05, 2006

Da Words of Da Heart.

When it comes to blogging I juz haf so much to say and dats one of da reason why my entries are super long. Seems like da stronger side of me is melting..and da sensitive side wanna show up due to wad I am going thru..but neva wld I allow it to do so. I am and will always try to fight it back. Alrights to be detail abt my entry..sit back and let ur eyes glance thru the words of my entry.

Da recent movies I went to watch:

X-Men and Da Vinci Code. Both da movies rocked. I love dem and wldn’t mind watching X-Men again juz for my wolverine.

The Functions I Have Attended:

Nisha my secondary school classmate, her 21^st B’dae held at Jurong Country Club.
Met shamini, sajetha n her cuzin, sundari and her sista while on da way to Jurong Mrt.
Once we reached da place, we saw nithiya, shaila and lavanya and not forgetting da Beautiful B’dae gal. We all had so much to talk..juz those days..Flashback of beautiful memories. Secondary School Life nothing can be compared to it.
We met a beautiful small gal who is going to be a heartbreaker of all guys when she grows up coz her eyes reveals a lot. Her name is Divya. She is 8yrs old..
The party was grt. Nice food. Games, Songs Dance..yeah after dat head back home.

The second function was my cute lil nephew’s b’dae. He turned 3yrs old. So many gifts. Cute. Enjoyed the fun. Shamz cldn’t attend as she had appointment and Punetha sis had work. Took some photos and candid shots too..lolz. Food was great. Den played wif dem for a while and left home.

That’s for da function I attend. Now shall talk abt other happenings of my life.

Freedom:

Being 22 and yet u r constrain of freedom, it suckz. Feels like suffocating in a cell blocked by walls. Maybe my parents are juz too strict or maybe dey are juz too affectionate towards me..*wonders* well..parents are parents..maybe I wld understand wen I become one.
When I saw so many ppl going to burn deir Saturday night out and I am cooped at home..haiz..and worse still those kids who are going out were so much younger den me.
Maybe da freedom which I am yearning for will be received wen I am married or maybe not. Wonder wad kind of companion I will get. All I need is someone to “Break The Barrier Around Me and Sweep My Feet Off The Ground”

Friends and Friendship:

After coming to ITE life, I have gained a lot of good friends and I am confidence abt dat.
Dey are bunch of ppl who loves my crap, my lame jokes and juz me for who I am. We can juz talk anything under da sun. But sometimes I feel da closest ones are drifting away frm me..maybe I did something or maybe..juz maybe..i ain’t sure. But still dey rock my life. One of the thing which I respect in life is Friendship. It is a valuable treasure. I believe dat friends are angels given to us frm God.

Love, Relationship:

I wish I was in love. Really. Sometimes wen I see my frenz or all those whom I noe are so busy wif deir companion and enjoying..i feel like I am in outer space. The feeling is juz so weird. Maybe I ought to be a loneranger. Most of the time wen I am alone in my room wld always imagine how wld it be if dere is someone juz for me, someone who loves me so much, propose to me in a cutest way, ask me out for a date even his schedule is busy, be da reason behind my laughter, share my happiness, held out his handkerchief wen I cry and hug me. Send me flirty cutey smses, hold my hands and neva let go. Fight wif me, annoy me, make me cry and ask sorry in da most adorable way, put me to sleep and watch me wen I am sleeping. Surprise me, sing me a song even if he can’t sing, respect me and my decisions, pamper me like I am his princess. Well maybe I am juz asking for too much. Maybe I am juz expecting too much but I am very sure dere are gals out dere who feels da same way I do. Wen wld I meet da right guy, or wld I ever even meet someone like dat..hahahahaha..Some may think I am desperate, well I am not. Da feeling of having a companion is juz different frm a complete loneranger’s life.

Ending of my entry:

Dis entry might be super long but each word means a lot to me. When I say I am a open book everyone tries to read me but dey neva understood wad is da story. Blaming dem is juz not right coz I noe I am complicated. Anyway I have posted some pics which I took at my fren’s b’dae party and some of my nephew’s b’dae party. Enjoy looking at dem and shall blog a much more interesting entry.

Gallery

Sajetha n da B'dae Gal Nisha who is standing.