INSANE IN ME
Wad da hell is wrong wif me man!!! ARGGHHHH!!! My temper is getting from bad to worse..or is it da people are juz making me piss? Why am I getting annoyed and pissed for small issues..why can’t people juz understand what da hell is going in me..wads wrong wif me..”Could anyone juz call IMH..i juz cannot stand my own attitude..
Shamz I noe dat I have pissed u a lot for da past dun noe how many days..i am sorry if I have offended.
“Lonely I am so Lonely..i got nobody..for my own..”
By the way on 26 April 2005 Tueday, Bryan, Dilah and Syahirah and myself wen to Nortpoint, outside Mac..and juz relax..was farnie..Bryan was bz smoking..wherelse irah was thinking abt something I guess..lolz..and dilah and myself busy eating…hehe..yeah after dat..juz wen back home..
On 27 April 2005 Wednesday, after skool, dilah, wani irah, sam and myself we all wen to causeway point…was damn farnie..da window shopping we did at Metro was very farnie..actually rashidah followed us also..but half way she had to leave to meet her mum..yeah…den we walked ard searching for a gift..lolz..den wen to Mac and sat and ate and talk….really had a good time..
Well exams are coming realll…soon man..haiz..i really need to buck up man…grrrr..
When I ran to love..it ran away from me..and now when I am free, love runs after me.. what a world man…haiz..!!!
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The Insanity In Me
If you could lie here by my side at night
If you could chase away my blues
You'd understand just how it feels at night
To have to stand inside my shoes
Don't want to say goodbye
Don't want to let you see me cry
Still, I don't want you to live a lie
I'm gonna try a little harder
I'm gonna try a little harder
I'm gonna try a little harder
And maybe you'll love me
Don't want to drive your love away from me
Don't want to waste your time
You're here and there and far away from me
I'm so alone, it's just a crime..
Well it’s a damn nice song..wad can I say..juz speechless abt my life..ahh…currently I am juz too tight wif schedule man..in two weeks time is my final papers..and dats it..end of my course…juz contemplating in wad to do next.
Sometimes I feel as though I have dis split personality in me..argghhh..one moment I am so bubbly..and talkative..but within secs..my whole mood change and seriously I can have a freaking bad attitude..dun noe why man..well my life is juz like open book but which no one wld eva know wad is written..lolz..
There was dis..sms going on something abt “World’s Liking Day…wad is one thing which u like abt me..” well I had some replies..let me post them here..
My best fren said: “Your Smile”
Segar: “You’re Fun Loving”
My Bro’s Gf: “You”
Rekha: “Your Strong Voice”
Madhan: “Your Smile”
Logeshvaran: “Your Smile”
Premkumar: “Your frankness”
Ahhh….now I wld like to ask everyone who knows me..tag me back..wad is one thing which you like abt me!!! Oh ya I got one more question to ask…well lets say I am gonna go in a few minutes..and u are given da opportunity to talk to me till my last breath which is only a few minutes..wad wld u tell me..? so for dis also u all can tag me..hehe..
Hmm…I really dun noe wad to blog actually..well some might find me blabbering..well its my blog I wld speak wadeva I want..oh wanted to say something..my best fren and I suppose to watch Chandramukhi…but den juz now she said..well dis is wad she quoted.. “durga..nvm u dun need to watch Chandramukhi wif me coz I am going wif my aunt and cuzin..” hmm I was pretty taken back..well why am I taken back..is it becoz I am sensitive..emotional..or juz is it my attitude..gosh..i find myself so petty at times..*grinz* well shamz I wanted to watch wif u..lolz..nvm..i shall watch alone..ya I noe I have already watched it..but den I wanted to watch wif u again..lolz..nvm..maybe another movie..hehe..sorry if u think I have mistook wad u said…lolz..sorry babe..juz my assumationz..ahh…I seriously think dat I need to be admitted in IMH soon..hehe..
Too much problems going thru..i myself dun even noe wad kinda life I am living..ahh..we shall see how long I can survive…
*Walking by the shore alone..waiting for the time to come..*
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Time Flies
Hmm…well..i have been contemplating to blog long time back..but cldn’t get da time at all man…haiz..so much of things are going on and I am like sooo busy..and sometimes I dun even understand myself…ahh…Monday was ok..had a nice time playing badminton…lolz..and yeah..den met shamz and hema..ahh..had fun wif dem..you noe I seriously think I got a problem man..coz I can’t even keep quiet neither still for long also…wahahhaha…oh ya..when I went to shamz hse..i broke shamz mum.*aka Fuakshmi Sen..her new name I gave her* duck..sighz..i din mean to do dat..well I will try my level best to get one..sorry Fuakshmi..hmm..den back homez..ahh..so tired man..den to my surprise I got a message..den I was like wondering who is dis person man..well…I called dem back..and to my surprise it was..
My long lost fren Logeshvaran..lolz…well I gotta know him in 2002..and now its 2005..da last I talked to him was 2003 near deepavali time..hmm..fate and circumstances played a lot…lolz..yeah was talking to him..lolz..he saw my mum 1st and dats how he got my number…hmm..surprised..and yeah..den was doing my CAP Project…its actually abt whether I wanna be a sole proprietorship or partnership and what business I wanna do and some elaboration…ahh..wif shamz and hema helped..my two angels..lolz..dey took da pics for..and my shop name was given by shamz..*Clapz* its called da “Passionate Possessionz”. Ahhh…well its juz a project…wish it can be real..lolz..and yeah..slept very late..and da next day was Tuesday..
Yeah it was Tuesday..and dat day..i guess I pissed shamz..lolz..met shamz and hema..was terribly late..din keep up my time wif dem man..lolz..sorry gals..yeah when to shamz hse…had real fun man..oh..my I reall had very nice wacking from both shamz and Fuakshmi…damn pain…haiz…if only I can beat back…and even if I do..i still get back da worse..lolz..yeah was watching dis sun tv movie..den wen to the clinic downstair shamz hse dere..coz hema was not well..and all those patient who went in to see da doc..go in pairs…wonder why..lolz..oh when hema’s turn came I brought her in…hehe..yeah her headache is worse..and for me..actuall every where also pain man….argghhh…lolz…den shamz had to go and teach tuition…hmm..so we three of us took da cab knowing very well we dun have enuff cash…actually was juz nice…wahahhahahaa…damn farnie man…I reached home safe and sound as I was da last to get down…lolz..really had fun..but only da part where I got beaten up by Fumini and Fuakshmi..ahh…terrible..haiz..
*A Note to Fumalatha…well..u always asked how I can take da beatings of shamz..actually to be frank sometimes I seriously can’t take da pain..but I dun wanna tell…den shamz will behave weirdly man..lolz..if she gains happiness by beating me..if she smiles throughout by whacking me..i dun mind taking da pain…oh ya logesh wrote a poem for me in tamil..and yesh it was nicee….
hmm…den it was Wednesday…ahh…a short day..had fun..after skool met shamz and hema at Civic center…but before meeting dem..met Fuakshmi..lolz..at da entrance of Civic Centre…as both hema and shamz were at da library…ahh..den wen to Causeway Point Foodcourt…ahh…had a real good tasty and hilarious lunch man…lolz…den shamz bought a top from Giodarno..and yeah some tops were niceee…*let me get a job 1st* den send off shamz mum..after dat Shamz, Hema and myself head to the library…ahh..we walked ard da library for sooo long juz to get some seats man…grr..at last found one..ahh..i was bored as those two studious nerd was studying..so decided to do some research..lolz..wen to take some books on Psychology..hmm…was pretty interesting…well if u wanna noe wad I read..i will share…so dis is what I read..here it goes…
Pain, anger, jealousy, envy, sorrow, disgust and other troubling emotionspaint our experiences in unpleasant tones.
Emotions result from an interaction of biological, mental, behavioral and social/cultural process.
Emotions have biological roots in the hormone system and in certain part of the brain.
A full explanation of our emotional responses must also include a mental component that involves how we think both about external events and about our own internal responses.
Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder involving emotional disturbances.
Introspection is the process of looking inside to observe one’s own mental state and conscious experience.
Indicators of Mental Disorder: Distress, Mal-adaptiveness, irrationality, unpredictability, unconventionality and observer discomfort.
We all have both right-brain and left brain..but among us…some people are more to the right brain side..and some are left brain side..hmm..lets see…
Left Brain: uses verbal functions, such as reading, writing, understanding language.
Right Brain: uses non-verbal data, shapes, forms and spatical orientation.
Therefore left brain is for more to academic wherelse right brain is for more physical..among us…some even are both sided..a good balanced…
Well I have some quotes quoted by the Psychologists…and here dey go..
“There are many who can, do. The few who understand teach.”
“Nothing said to us, nothing we can learn from others, reaches so deep as that which we find in ourselves.”
“You don’t know what you’ve got till its gone. When away, the person is missed more den one might realize. ß I like dis..
“I am old enuff to see how much I have done in so much time, and how much I have to do so in little." I like dis quote..
Aightz..dats what I read…hmm…den wen to borrow books…shamz recommended a book..ahh hope its nice..
And yeah…juz wen back…so tiring…lolz..i trying my level best to keep me awake man juz to blog as i am having chest pain and terrible headache..ahhh..and yeah dats all for today..oh juz read my fren’z blog and she wrote abt all da sec skool babes…ahh…damn touching…dankz sajetha..oh ya exams are coming soo soon..damn I have soo much to study..hope can do well man..haiz..hmm..yeah dats all for now..take care…AdioyZ
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Blog..Blog..and Blog..ahh I have so much to tell but too lil time I am left wif..haiz..anyway forget abt me..Monday I din go skool…met hema and shamz..at orchard…had FUN man..seriously laff my arse out..oh ya we took some pics..and yeah dey turn out real well..plz go and visit my frenz blog for the uploaded pics..hey name in my link is known as “Vasiyakari”..ahh..yeah Tuesday was skool..so lazy to go man…ahhh….den on Wednesday was my CA…argghh was late…took cab and go man…haiz..waste 10bucks…after skool met shamz…wen to watch The Pacifier..damn farnie movie…I liked da movie a lot..now dere are soo many movies dat I wanna watch but den money is too Tight!!!
Thursday was Tamil New Year…Wishing everyone a Happy New Year…yeah was a long day…ahh..mish so much of tv programs..den da ending of the lesson was fun..din do much…juz talking wif da teacher..ahh..den wen to my aunt’s hse…ahhh…had a real good lunch man…den talked wif..watched tv..den head back home..my sis pissed me off…showing attitude for no reason..ahh…nvm I am not respected in any way…so I dun care…
Today Friday..really had a great time..went to Macpherson ITE..ahh..den reached juz on time..lolz..da lesson was okay…atlast my class advisor began to teach atleast a lil..LOL…yeah after da class end..Samantha, Syahirah, Bryan, Dilah, Wani and myself had fun man…was laffing my arse out…lolz…was sooo noisy..hahaha..yeah got down in amk mrt station…bid off good bye to dem…den met menaka upstairs…da Marina Bay side…oh my she look diff..well she has put on weight slightly…yeah den met shamz and saj in the train…we went to Sakunthala Food Palace to eat…yummy..really had a grt lunch…and dere was dis guy who was also having lunch wif his gf…he looked good..and saj had an eye for him LOL…was seriously farnie man…den wen to get a VCD..walked ard Tekka Mall..Saj wen for some hair/head massage thingy..so shamz, meenz and myself were waiting at the waiting room…lolz..we were not suppose to make noise coz it wld be a disturbance…so we control our laffter and nearly go bonkers man…really had fun gals…dankz..
Hmm…well dats abt da week..ahh…am having a terrible bad headache…and I am soo hungry but dere is no food…haiz..and near my chest is a lil swollen..dun noe wad happen..lolz…yeapz..dats all for now signing of my Durgz..
“The rainbow is always up in the sky..we can look at it when the rain stops..if its possible I wan to stop the rain..so that I can see the beautiful rainbow..so that my life wld be as colourful as the rainbow..”
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Ahhh…back to blogging..anyway been very busy becoz of da wedding..hmm..on Friday 8 April 2005 went to da bride’s hse..to do da traditional thingy “Mugurtha Valaiyal” known as bangle wearing ceremony..den ..da next day Saturday 9 April 2005 wen to da bridesgroom hse..ahh..dad another traditional ceremony “Nalangu” sorry I dun noe how to translate..well had fun..disturbed da bridegroom..wahahha..my cuzin bro..damn cute..lolz….den we ate..after dat we ambushed da bridegroom..and he revenged back wif colgate …arghhh…an dlucky I din get ambushed..hahaha…yeah and den da Wedding Day Sunday Morning 10 April 2005!!!
I was da bridesmaid…oh my god..my 1
st time tying saree for my an occasion..i tell u…my back was soo pain coz I was standing for soo long man…after getting dressed up..den wen to da CC…ahh…was welcoming everyone…den was my turn to go and brind da bride from da bride room and sit wif her to da the ceremony thingy!!! Lolz I was super BLUR!!!! Den wen to change the bride’s saree again…ahh…den da tying thali part…wah…neva stand soo close before to see man..wahahhaa…was holding da “Vilaku” Lamp…jus behind da bride and bridegroom…den we took da 3 rounds…wah..i look down as though I am da bride…wahahhahahaha….well I received good compliments frm ppl I look good…dankz..den some photo takings…and den comes da dance floor…LOL…tying a saree and dancing is not EASY man…LOL!!! But really enjoyed….hmm…ahh..only thing I din eat..haiz…too busy la…hahaha..yeah after da last song..all packed up…oh all my brothers looked great in traditional suit…Punetha sis looked simply beautiful in a pink saree…and shamz look soo sweet in her blue saree…Madhan look dashing in his suit and not forgetting my lovable dudes nephews..Darshan and Haranesh..dey look damn adorable in deir traditional suit…haha…yeah den wen to Madhz hse…sat dere for a while..den wen back home…damn tiring…
Jus for a one day wedding so many things man…argghh…my back and shoulders are very pain…and I think I wun be going skool…ahh..now jus seating infront of my pc..so many thought running in mind..jus dun noe..wad to say abt them..ha ha..
“Sometimes u make me feel like a loner..and Sometimes u make da best out of my life...wish i was in love too.."
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*Cooped Up In Boredness*
Yo people…wazzup…u noe wad I am soo super bored arghh..i juz dun noe wad to blog abt man..haiz..hmm..Monday school was okies..had SW..played badminton…really had fun weewit..and oh ya it was my lil nephew’s 3yrs old b’dae…he and his bro are damn cute looking dudes man…and ya I ate well but all da people were teasing me chei!!! hmm…Tuesday..a slow yet it became fast..dey dismissed us early..ahh..kewl man..Wednesday was okies too…juz nowdays I am soo sleepy man..dun noe why…and my headache is getting worse..my back pain is getting worse and come along in a package is my chest pain..ahh.. and yeah after school I went to Tekka wif Punetha sis, Geetha sis, and Kamlesh anni…yeah we did some shopping yesh we had soo much of fun man..
Ahh…nowadays I am getting sleepy and bored easily…is it me or everything which I am surrounded by…I read a bulletin from friendster and someone had missed deir love partner soo much..lolz..its obvious babe..haha..enjoy mishing him…Haiz…if only I had someone to mish me sooo much..haha..well all I can do is wish…hmm..anyway wad can I i..or wad shall i..blog abt..i seriously got no idea..nowadays education is getting tougher by day..arghh..gotta survive in dis world man…it has been such a LONG time eva since I wen for a swim, to the beach, and most important play Bowling!!! Hmm..right now I am waiting to watch The Pacifier..ahh…wanna do shopping, watch movie and soo much…bit got no cash..haiz…I really hate it when I dun have cash…juz waiting when skool will be over,,and yeah dats it…ahh…I really dun noe wad else to blog abt…hmm…shall juz end here man…I should take a rest..C YA GUYS!!!
A poem which i will dedicate to myself man..
When The Nights Are Lonely
I've been alone for far too long,
And I've grown tired of life on my own.
I need to be held, by someone who loves me,
My soul is aching because I am alone.
I need someone to hold me,
When the nights are lonely,
Someone who'll take away
This pain I live each day.
I need someone to love me,
Someone to set my soul free,
Somebody who will hold me,
When the nights are lonely.
Oh, and when the nights are lonely,
Why do they seem to last forever?
I toss and turn, awake and yearning,
And wonder if I'll be alone forever?
Oh yes, I need someone to hold me,
When the nights are lonely,
Someone who'll take away
This pain I live each day.
I need someone to love me,
Someone to set my soul free,
Somebody who will hold me,
When the nights are lonely.
Oh yes, I need someone to love me,
Someone to set my soul free,
Somebody who will hold me,
When the nights are lonely.
And dis poem is dedicated to all my Friends!!!
It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends... Friendship is a strange thing....we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives...things we don't even share with our families who raised us...But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? an ear to listen? a heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, .... I call you friend. A word so small...yet so large in feeling...a word filled with emotion.
It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed... it is a constant book always written...waiting to be read... and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements...we may argue... we may concern one another...friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all....
A part of me is put into my friends...some it is my humor... some it is my listening ear... some it is real life experiences... some it is my romanticism...but with all, it is friendship.
Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation....necessary for life... and necessary for love. Friends...you and me... you brought another friend.. and then there were 3... we started our group... Our circle of friends... and like that circle... there is no beginning or end...
Thanks for bring patient and listen..haha..
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Hi there everyone who is reading..u guys must be lucky enuff dat u can read my entry for today coz i nearly lost my life...haiz..i will tell abt dat details later part of my entry..so right now i shall start frm my start of the day..i slept at 4am..and guess wad time i woke up..7:15am and dankz to my mum for dat..grrr...she woke me up coz my dad is gonna go Mustaffa Centre..i was like WAD DA HELL!!! u guys wanna go MC at dis hr..oh my..den i told her to tell my sis to go and take her bath and get ready..den i shall get ready..till den my parents went down to take deir breakfast..so while my sis was getting ready i took a small nap..but i juz cldn't sleep..arghh..den i woke up took my bath..got ready..ahh..den my parents came home while i was getting ready and yeah dey were like u gals take so long to get ready and blah blah....i hate nags..and especially those morning ones..grr..hmm..den we took a taxi and went to MC..oh my..so quiet..i mean dere were people walking but was juz quiet..i was juz telling to myself wad on da earth are u doing at MC at dis hr..was 9:30am...damn...but da taxi journey was like as though i am going to JB stuck in a jam like dat..damn slow..
My sis and i was carrying sling bag so da security man said bags are not allowed...so i was like yeah i noe..den he grt me good morning..i was like saying to myself..yeah today's morning is good for u..but for me..arghh..lolz..and den..we walked ard..my dad was like looking for dis glasspaint thingy...ahh...had to look ard den atlast found it man!!! *Mission Accomplished* den buying those unnecessary stuff..*grinz* den my dad said okies..lets leave. den i was like eh..juz to buy this stoopid paints u brought me all da way..den he was like wad else u wanna buy...den i said i need to get my saree blouse..da choker set..da bangles and bindhi..ahh..shopping man..den he was like okies..so we walked and i said its unfair dat u took ur breakfast and my sis and i din take..den he said okies where u wanna eat so i said lets go Anandha Bhavan..den he said okies..my mum was like juz nodding her head for everything..lolz..den we went AB ahh..downstairs no place so we were told to seat upstairs..den went..ordered puri..whacked nicely...and yesh..began my shopping spree..hehe..wen to Tekka Mall da was dis shop upstairs where dey sell da bangles and choker and etc..so went choose and choose...wah..i tell u..i guess my dad's BP wld have rised..but to my suprise NO!!! he was like so Patient..and he even chose for us..my sis bought everything frm dere except her bindhi..i bought my choker dere..coz i plan to buy my bangles and bindhi in a diff shop...so den we wen to the other shop...and yeah i was like keep on telling da man who served me.."not dis bangle uncle..dat one..not dis colou uncle..da other one..uncle da bangle u give neve match.." wahahahhaha...wonder whose face he looked at da 1st thing in morning..LOL..den at last i got da bangles...when i was searching for bindhi's i met meera and suba..dey were also shopping for bangles and bindhis...actually dey had already bought deir bangles..dey came to buy da bindhis..yeah was talking for a while..den got my bindhis as well...ahh..dey were still shopping..den bid off good bye..
den left..wen to buy jippa for my dad...ahh...i tell u my dad is exactly like me..Fussy Man!!! becoz of dat i think dis time my mum's BP rised...wahahahha 1st we went to Fashion Palace...ahh...cldn't get any nice designs...arghh..den went to Jewel Palace...ahh..da man helped us to get a nice one..i liked it alot..so i was telling u betta buy dat..hehe..my dad also liked it...after dat we left jewel palace wen to look for something..so walked at da old Sakunthala's Lane..ahh..dats where i nearly lost my life man..i can still feel da impact..as i was walking...my parents were walking infront..my sis walking a lil in..den i was walking at da sight....dats where dis FReaking Big Green Lorry came from at da back...of coz i cldn't see coz i dun have eyes at da back...he came super fast dat dis front mirror hit my neck and head *BOOM* and hi front lights hit my back leg and his Front TYRES...nearly run over my feet..lucky escape coz it hit my back ankle..den i juz shout "Unga Appan Mavana" translation..*Son Of ur Father* and de continue "Chi Bai" dats when my parents looked at da back and my dad walked towards da driver and he shout at him "wad were u thinking.." and da driver had dis look on his "i'm in a Deep Shit" den i said nvm..so he and his wife were sitting in da lorry and asking sorry..shit u and ur sorry man..grr...it became such a scene where everyone looked at me..and some were even talking among deir frenz how did dat gals leg can be so strong to stop da vehicle and she din even bleed...*i am also wondering* but da pain at my head and neck...wah..da impact gosh..its like still running in my eyes....haiz..*Thank God* yeah after dat wen to my tailor..was suppose to collect my blouse..but den da lady had some last min touch up dun noe wad also..so my dad gave his jippa for a slight alterations also..den we wen to eat...back at Sakunthala's ate dere..wah nice food man...*think i am gonna put on weight like dun noe wad also.* but den ah..my close relatives everyone said i look thin..let me repeat THIN!!! dey even said i dun even look 21...wah...was dat suppose to be a compliment or comment..hehe...
yeah after eating...walked for a while..met da Bride and Bridegroom...Bala bro and Kumari sis in law...and her mother..okies.if u guys might be wondering why all dis shopping spree its my Bro wedding..he is my cuzin bro..but a very close bro..and i am da BRIDESMAID...wahahahhaha...1st time eva in my life...gosh..yeah deir wedding is next week Sunday Morning Wedding Man!!! After dat wen to collect my saree blouse and my dad’s jippa…walked ard tekka market for a while..den took a cab and wen back home..
Actually my mum got down half way as she had to go work..den I cam back home and was freaking tired man…yeah was like bumming ard..ahh…den ard 4+ wen to buy 4D number for my parents..den took cash from my mum to go for a hair wash at a Salon..ahh…I tell u da 1st shop.. 2 people are waiting b4 ma and da prive for my hair wash is 16 buckz..forget it…so wen to da 2nd shop crowded…den wen to 3rd shop also crowded..wah…den wen to da 4th shop…damn dat was worse..at last da 5th shop…ahh…no need to wait at all and she charged me 12 bucks only…wah and she really did a good job man..den wen back home..was like sooo tired..juz lie down and knocked out..ahh..got phone calls..and ..den wen to meet madhan and punetha sis..wah we were having our style of WWF…LOL!!!
Okies…Today 3 April 2005 Sunday…the guy whom I loved da most…da person who knew me well juz in a few days…da person who took care of me so well…da person whom I spent my 1st Best Valentines Day…da person who wen to pizza hut directly and asked dem to deliver pizza to me as I was t home alone and hungry..saying dat his wife is at home..plz deliver and he made da payment…da person who’s lap I lied and slept soundly while watching Khabi Kushi Khabi Gum..da person whom I felt soo shy to hold hands wif…da person whom I encouraged to get his talents shown..da person who showered me SO Much Of Love…is Getting Married Today…*Congrats Ex-* *May you be blessed wif happiness and full of smiles..in ur married life…may u have some cute lil quarrels wif ur wife and cool it down my giving her da most special kiss on her forehead and ask forgiveness…and yeah Most of all Be Happy* If all of u were wondering who is he…well I dun wanna say his name..okies…but I knew him2yrs back…yeah..dats when our relation began and end also..anyway I dun wanna brood abt da past..coz da past is dere not for regrets but for beautiful memories…its juz a waste dat I din get a invitation…haiz..LOL..
Aightz…dats all for now…hope all of u all had a good day too..and May you day Tomorrow also be da best one..Take Care AdiyoZ!!!
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*does the backgrd music* Yo Yo Yo wazzup ladies and gentleman...any1 mish me and my entries..? well wad can I say so many things are going on man…haiz…1st of all…the interesting things happening in class..hmm..where shall I start from..actually to be frank when I came into dis class da 1st day..i was like wow..dere are like so many people wif diff characters..but only one word describe all of dem..dey were all my friends…I din treat any1 as my enemy..and yeah to me all were da same..but now after 9 mths I guess…looks like da table has made a turn man..hmm..dere has been many gossiping going on until my ear drum can burst…so many backstabbing happening..haha…well those ppl think dat they have been backstabbed and stuff..plz take a look at ur own reflection in the mirror..hmm…
seriously it hurts to see da whole class like dis..split into dun noe wad..and dere are even talk abt fake smiles..come on ppl even others give u da Original smile u think its fake..so I guess u shld be da guilty ones..i am not pinpointing neither am I being mean..juz speaking a tot of mine..well ppl…I dun understand why u all can’t juz leave it man..i mean all dis happen like dun noe when..and dere are some super duper kind souls..still talking abt it like adding fuel to the fire..and da best part there has been some talk abt Basic Respect/Basic Manners…plz…do u have one..look at oneself 1st den blame others…and yeah..i juz seriously know dat God helps those who helps themselves…but dis time I noe..those who are doing da wrong by putting da blame on anothers is seriously gotta face the consequence when their time is up..hmm…come on ppl dun be childish man…Grow Up…
I think I really need to teach people how to look at gals…and when especially they are ur classmates…oh my my…I dun even noe where are dey looking I meant which part are they looking..haha..i leave it to god..haiz…think abt all this can lead to stress but I think I rather waste my time reading up the notes den listening to all craps man..You know what people juz look at the M1’s quote “One Life Live It”
Hmm..okies..i wen to watch Maayavi on wednesday…ahh my suriya looks freaking cute…damn funny movie and yesh din keep my mouth shut…plz view my best frenz blog shamz..she wrote dere a lil detailed…oh before we even wen for the movie..we ate at LJS and guess wad we saw dis young couples who are juz sec 2…oh my…I tell u kids nowadays…oh ya guess something is wromg wif my ears…lolz..i keep on hearing things all diff man…so mahlu!!! After dat shamz cuzin pass by was disturbing her…dats when I knew dat was her cuzin..chei…wad a world man…den after da movie…shamz came over to my hse…and listen to some songs..and borrowed my vcds…den she left for tution..
Today I went to watch The Wedding Date…a beautiful movie shld I say..and damn farnie too…lolz..met hema..ate at KFC..as usual u noe I can neva keep my mouth shut…and I was simply super hungry man…haiz..den when we entered inside the theatre…to my surprise dere were only 3 of us watching and yesh dats shamz, hema and myself…ROFL..we had da whole theatre to ourselves..so farnie man…this hema’s slippers keep on going MIA…wahahahha…den after da movie end…Hema wen to meet her fren and shamz n I wen to Yishun..ahh…dere I are ice-cream cone and Apple Pie..shamz had yogurt..hmm..yeah and we were talking abt certain things in our life.lolz..
Oh my after shamz left for tution and I wen back home..oh..den I remember my dad asked me to go and get some fund and stuff…so I rest a while..den took my bath and prayed at home den I wen to get ready coz I went to temple den I wen temple…ahh made some archanai’s…den sat a while all after praying den wen to eat..yeapz dats all for now pplz…will be backz.. and yesh I wanna watch “Be Cool”
All about friendships
ª "The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.
ª When we first talked to each otherI knew we would always be friends.Our friendship has kept on growingAnd I'll be here for you to the end.You listen when I have a problemAnd help dry the tears from my face.You take away my sorrowAnd put happiness in its place.We can't forget the fun we've hadLaughing 'til our faces turn blue.Talking of things only we find funny People think we're insane-If they only knew!I guess this is my way of saying thanksFor catching me when I fall.Thanks once again for being such a good friendAnd being here with me through it all.
ª A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
