Everytime in the morning when i read the newspapers, or listen to the news...damn its all about disasters happening in the world...why..why.. Just recently when i read about Mount Everest has sunk 3000m....damn i was in a shock...and i seriously think its time for the world to end...not that i am a sadistic..lolz..but juz that all those happenings ard us...First was the September 11 Attack, followed by Sars, Tsunami, Bali attacks, terrosims, Dengue, Bird Flu and now Earthquakes...what on the earth man...i really feel deep down sad for all those who are going thru the pain coz of this disasters...and now the Earhquake in pakistan..my gosh...the first attack itself killed 22000 ppl...and i dun mean juz 2000 but its 22000 ppl...how many lives...how many dreamz...how many kids who have juz begin their live...how many familys...how many couples who juz got married...damn...why must all this happen...when only this kinda bad things happen we realise how much we are gifted and how much we love one another...
If i am given the opportunity i wld go there directly to those places and help...i won't say that singapore is very lucky either....we lost many innocent lives during Sars and now its dengue... It seems its written in all religious book that the world is gonna end...maybe this are the signs showing us...Look i am only 21...juz begin my adulthood..though not really that matured yet at times..*smiles* but juz step into 21...and u realise the world is gonna end..what wld u do...i have so many dreamz...ambitions...my gosh...only god can help..
Now after much grumbling abt the world...lets go into my life....my life practically sux to the max... Deepavali is coming super soon..and i dun have cash to buy new clothes...damn... and my exams is on Monday and i have not even finsh studying half of the chapters....arghhh....seriously i need to attend some discipline managment course....wahahahha...i noe my bestie will be laughing her ass off when she reads this...sighz...lolz..holidays are here...i shld be actually jumping for joy coz i can seriously sleep for more hours..but i am gonna work..and looking for a job...haiz...actually today i missed the fisrt 2 hrs of lesson coz i woke up late..actually my dad woke me up on time...but after he left for work..i went back to bed...coz i badly need the sleep..and when i woke up damn i am late...and now at skool..waiting for the breaktime to be over...later must go home and do HOUSEKEEPING!!!! My mum is keep on nagging at me to get married...dats actually kinda annoying coz when u have so much of other plans ahead and dere she comes to put a speed braker...damn...one of her fren is keep on compelling my mum to get me married to her son who is a gym instructor 24years old...i can't imagine myself...working out at a gym for like 5days in a week...LOL...neither can i imagine my future husband on a super duper healthy diet!!!! damn i love food....and i can't sacrifice dat...hehehehhe...anyway dats all for my now grumbling...shalll end here...aightz...Adiyoz