At last I am relieved…I am glad that the event went well and as well as my project. I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who worked wif me and also the giving tree project people. I know at times I am not up to expectations as how some people say so..but am sorry I ain’t perfect.
Now its time to study for exams…I seriously ran ard like mad regarding the project..some wld noe wad am I exactly saying..
Some pics which were taken cldn’t be shown to the class due to some technical error. So sad..anyway I do have some cute pics to show here..enjoy watching it.
She didn’t had the intention to be involved between him and her..and she didn’t even knew she did..Things are different now. Knowing wad everyone thinks abt her she noes how to deal with it. Life is at times unfair to her but..she noes that dere are people who are living a worst life. Not even her sub conscious rang in her mind dat the other party has such tot abt her. If only she had told early…why did she hide..nvm..some things are meant to happen. We are not living in heaven. Its Earth. Where u meet the good and bad..where u happen to either enjoy or suffer. After all life can neva be always bed of roses. The Rose might be beautiful but the thorn is more painful…
*This is extracted from someone..* (names can’t be published)
Anyway..my mock exam for PR sucks..lolz..i didn’t study propz..sighz..
MIC Studio the act3 thingy is getting on fine..hope to juz finish it as soon as possible. All I need now is juz a small relaxation holiday. If I get cash I wld go somewhere for some days..juz to be with myself and pamper myself..I guess I have suffocated much..need some fresh air..*smiles*
I really dun noe wad topic to write abt derefore dats why I am blabbering all the way..If u all have some topics..drop by..i’ll write abt dem. Aightz dats all for now..AdiyoZ
*Public Relations Department*
*Marketing Department*
*Production Department*
*Accounting Department (2 Members Missing)*
*smile*
VOLUNTEERS FOR WORLD PEACE!!!
*World Peace*
*World Peace*
*World Peace*
*Shy Pose*
*I'm very shy*
*Time to pose*
*Buddies*
*Our Ah Long Rina* (Dun play our loanshark very strict)
*Charlie's Angels in Red*
The Best Hairstyles of the Year
Intruder..
*while she attack Trishma let me pose*
*Angels in Disguise*
*Taliban gal???*
*The prata with a face
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The end of gallery...will soon update with other pics..Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
Broken Family or Breaking Family..Which is the worse?
In my view both is atrocious and if u are one of the person who is being affected by it..ahh..den its worse. By the way hi everyone..dis topic is being written as one of my entry is becoz of my fren. Recently we met up and had a heart to heart talk..coz she called me and said she feels very depressed..so I was like ok..wads the problem and den she said lets meet up..
We met..and all I cld see is the pain in her eyes which is going thru. She asked me dis question “durga plz ans frankly.. “Broken Family is Worse or Breaking Family is worse”? I was like huh??? *Confused* but I replied.. both is actually worse but the issue is one has already happen (Broken Family) and the other which is happening (Breaking Family) den she said which is my family..I was again *puzzled* den I said explain properly..den she said.. “Durga my family is breaking..i dun noe wad to..i feel so suffocated” *she broke down* I hugged her..and said..cool down..tell me wad is exactly happening in ur family, and why do u feel that it is Breaking and she continued her reality story…Her parents dun seem to be talking at all and anytime they can go to the extend of divorcing each other. Financial is very bad for her family where the circumstances cum to sell her hse but her dad is insisting on selling it but her mum is fighting not to *wad da hell* (next time we must ask parents to grow up)
It seems nowadays Her Dad is not coming home regularly like everyday he does..he seems to be staying somewhere else which she feels dat her dad is having a second family..dis tot of her dad is having a second family is really building a strong instinct in her. I asked her how can u suspect like dat..den she said its juz the way he behaves and blah..i was like err..din wanna go in detail abt it..since the dad is not coming home..her mum has changed tremendously not for the good but for the worse..her mum has started to drink alcohol. *Damn man* she seems to be daily drinking infront of my fren and starts to blabber or wad so ever. *I got damn pissed* (how can parents be the role model man) her mum keeps on saying either she wants to commit suicide or she wants to divorce her husband. My fren wants her family to be intact together (tell me who doesn’t) but sometimes she feels its better for parents to go in separate ways.
Her dad seem to be coming home late and even shout at her for no reason but seriously speaking I also feel dat maybe he might have a second family or even..*I dun wish to comment abt it* Although her siblings are all grown up..dey dun seem to have the maturity at all..*No point growing up* she feels so suffocated abt dis whole problem and after quite long den she came to pour out sorrow to me.. I feel dat her parents need to go for counseling *like as though dey wld listen or change* First her dad shld be sincere to the only one family where he belongs. And he shld be coming home on time to check on kids and have a conversation and blah..*if only miracle happens* her parents shld be talking with each other and I seriously feel dat both of dem dun have a mutal understanding at all…when I asked her how long her parents are married and she said 26yrs..i was like oh okies..and I guess after the silver jubilee of marriage for 25yrs and in the 26th year dey forgot to understand each other..*oh my*
She said she feels lost and suffocated due to all the happenings in her hse..outside the four walls of her family the society thinks they are leading a happy life..but only when u really see thru there are so much of cracks in the wall..where any moment its gonna break and fall..
She simmered and cried and said she dun noe wad to do and she lost her sleep due to dis..
Whenever she sees a happy family she holds back her tears.. I seriously can feel wad she is going thru..and I really think she is brave enuff to be still going on coz if it was another person in her shoes things wld be totally different.. Anyway before I even blog abt her family I asked her permission and she said ok but she asked me why I wanted to blog..okies da reason why I chose to blog abt dis is becoz sometimes we feel dat we are living the most shittest life and da most atrocious one too..but think twice..dere are people who actually go thru more den u. and also if any parents do blog I guess they shld change their mindset to how to lead a happy family and fight back all problems and even if u are married for 1yr or even 60yrs..dun let the love and mutal understanding to be hidden away or u urself erase it away. Try talking things out and be a role model..
This is a true story and I am not kidding, da pain which I saw in her eyes made me tear.. I told her to pray coz I am da kind of person I trust god and myself more den anyone..and I noe very well that God never gives up on those who have sincere tears in their eyes and a shattered heart with a broken or breaking family..i said if u think if u dun have anyone..think again and I wld appear..aightz..people think abt wad I have written and if u wanna comment u can go ahead but plz dun be mean or wad so ever.. Life is not bed of roses but if we cld see the torn remove it and go ahead with the journey of life.
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Is it wrong for a Gal to like or have feelings for another Girl?
Okies people b4 i even elaborate on dis topic let me inform that i'm not a lesbian lolz..i am writing dis coz as a human actually i dun find it wrong..becoz its not dat dey wanna like or wad..its like they are born with that kind od hormones in dem or they juz feel lonely and left out..
when one of my fren and i was talking we realised that its actually nothing wrong at all to like..
Some feelings last longer and some..juz a day maybe..i told her one of my secret..lolz..she shld noe..hmm..lets see..this gal liking another gal is like in my education history coz since secondary school, till part-time work and even in ITE Bishan i cld visualise it..Its juz a feeling not like we committed a crime..
During my sec sch days..i had so much of love letters and even many gals surround me for ahem..those were the days..wahahha..but my bestie hate them..guess she wants me for herself only..ROFL!!
If in dis world we can accept gays why can't we juz accept lesbians and blah blah..after all they are also human..
When i board the train and i see some gals holding hands..hugging touching blah..and some Singaporeans look at them like their eyeballs gonna drop any moment..haha..maybe they are the older typical generation or maybe they juz feel disgusted and can't tolerate dis kinda thing.
Yeah those kind of gals noe they dun have much future..like marriage and blah of coz if Singapore Government allow for a gal to marry another gal..hmm..there wld be a queue at the Registry Of Marriage Office..wahahahahaha..maybe i wld be one of dem..lolz..
Anyway i wanna confess a truth..ahem..The more and more i watch America's Next Top Model.. oh my i think i will turn into a les soon..lolz..i love da gals..damn they are sooo super hot..especially NiK..but a sad thing is that two of the gals whom i like has been eliminated and they are Jayla and Kyle...ahh..sad sad..nvm still got nik..yeah dis is the truth which i wanna confess..
Well abt dis topic..its not to hurt anyone neither encourage anyone..lolz..its juz my point of view over things happening in life..Although Gal liking or having feeling for another gal is not really accepted by all..come on..after all we humans..juz accept dem as they are..and oh lets say u r a gal and another gal come n confess dat she likes u..plz if u dun have dat kind of feelings its ok but dun offend dem or avoid dem in future..juz treat dem as frenz also..
Oh ya..one impt issue in my previous entry i said dat Shuo Ke said the word "Nabei when watching the scary movie due to one of the impact..but sorry readers i got the information wrongly..actually she said "Thamatha" anyway its not the correct spelling but its ok..atleast now the info is correct..LOL
actually i have one sad entry to write soon..regarding one of my fren..soon i will update abt it..
Is it worse to be in a Broken family or is it worse to be in a Breaking Family..think twice.. b4 u answer..aightz..dats all i gotta blabber..AdiyoZ
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I noe that my previous entry was freaking long..anyway i'll try my now the entry to be a lil shorter but wad to do there is so much to actually write abt..
First on Thursday 2 March 2006, didn't attend sch but went to Yishun campus for the Questpoint activity..which i really enjoyed alot coz its an activity where u can get the phobia of heights erased from ur mind. Though i was a lil scared but managed to do the activity..ahh but too bad i didn't take any picture of the stunts which i did..LOL...but to be in short most of the activity looks more like the Singapore version of Fear Factor..hehehe
Okay the next on Friday 3 March 2006 was my presentation for my Public Relation Project The Yellow Ribbon Campaign. All my group members really put in alot of effort to make this project a success one..yeah..and the question and answer section was fun though lolz..atleast cld answer all the questions..ahh..after that at 3pm sch ended...and at 4pm ahh thats where the fun begins..
It was the Bridge Leaders Camp hippie...first was the ice-breaking section and games..wow..met alot of interesting people...and then the sing along wahahaha nice song...The BL Ohi is running in my head..wahaha...so much of influence..we had our dinner and took our bath and then came the graduation nite...songs...hot dances by beautiful babes and cutting caken section..there was even a scetion which caused alot of delays also...which is the crying section...aww...i noe its hard to part but some juniors who just join BL nearly fell asleep while waiting...argg..oh ya.my grp leader Leon Lai was cute though..*cheeky* den came the NightWalk..well basically its suppose to be a nightwalk but eventually it became NightRun...wahahahha..it was like a lil freaky running ard the sch at the middle of late night..and we watched this scary Korean Movie..where one part the impact was a lil scary..Miss SK actually said nabei..lolz...i think she said that or another vulgar lang...hahahaha...okies..there was suppose to be a dance floor but too bad..*disappointed* due to the delays and the movie it was cancelled...after that was sweet dreams we all head to sleep at the dance studio..it was freaking cold man...i was nearly frozed..*dun imagine*
The next day was the bangra PT...ahh nice moves by the very own bangra babes hosrina and trishma...shld have extended it a lil more till the people really perspired...nvm..after that was the fun part and also where i met the Bitches of BL!!!
It is called the Amazing Hunt/Race..i dun noe wads the exact name..where i was in a grp of 7 gals including me..3 sporty ones including me and 4 others gals..but in that 4 one damn freaking bitchy gal..argghh...she really got into my nerves!!!
She walked worse than a tortise..damn and she complains abt every single thing think she is the princess of White House or does she expect a Royal serving for a big boobs...arggg..i dun mean to be vulgar but come on..it shows how much she annoyed me..
There were 10 stations at the Amazing Hunt..managed to complete atleast 5 stations..hippie..some were u got to sabo urself and grop members with flour and paint..that was fun but the other 4 gasl din really noe how to enjoy..i actually wonder which idiot interviewed them and gave a place for them at BL especially the Bitchy Bitch Gal Ganga!!! anyway..enuff abt her..after the hun thingy..
We went back to have lunch and then the closing of camp...but a small game..passing parcel..was fun..the forefits were even fun lols..the chicken dance, hold ur nose and sing, dance with a partner, banana song, cry like a baby, pop star blah blah...damn really fun..actually enjoyed alot and recommend that the camp shld be longer..
When i came back home from saturday till sunday totally i slept for 15hrs..damn..
Too tired to acyually blog on that day itself..
Exams are nearing and i have still one more project to go..
Things are getting interesting in class...lols..
More socialising in class..
I even have someone compliment abt my laughter that it is contagious..thx Rina..
Hmm...now i really dun have much to blog...once i think abt an interesing topic..wait i have one in mind.."Is it wrong for a Girl to Like or have feelings for another gal" that will be my next topic..so wait on ya..AdiyoZ
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