Ahh…let me tell abt wadz happening in my life. As I have been telling my story and looks like its getting interesting and atleast I have earn two faithful readers..now a small break dun worry da next episode will be out soon..
Now juz recently I went to watch Hitch on 8th March 2005..Tuesday..since shamz had already a partner to watch with, my teddy bear brought me for the movie hippie at last..since my school ended early, I went back home and got ready and met him at Junction 8 and yeah he came juz 1 minute before 3pm. We went to have our lunch at Mos Burgers..hmm…dats da 1st time I am trying da burger dere…and yesh it was damn nice..but serious speaking teddy bear din noe how to eat properly also...LOL!!! den we talked a while…after dat we went to watch da movie…so much of advertisements…and da best part teddy bear din even noe it was a advertisement…wahahahaha…dere was dis pepsi advertisement and he said Lord Of The Ring…LOL!!! 1st joke of the year…den dere was dis advertisement about drugs..and he immediately said “hey I wanna watch dis movie” den I laffed and told him “its an advertisement la” den he wen like “ahh ahh…I never watch tv for very long” omg..he ah..is an UNDOH!!!
For the past few days I have been very sensitive and temperamental and lonely..oh my..ahh…juz dun noe why..anyway shamz if I had pissed u wif my so called new attitude I am sorry..coz I myself dun noe what I am going thru..but I know very well dat I am suffering from something..juz as u said it might be depression..hmm…I dun noe I keep on picking fight or shld I say arguments..haiz…I badly wanted to watch the movie “Closer” but now its not screening…damn!!! I now wanna watch Mayavi..my Suriya movie…hope atleast I could watch dis movie in theatre..i am feeling lonely…*cries* anyone care to place my head on their lap and stroke my hair and sing to me…if you could plz send me a msg..haha..i wanna meet someone who appreciates me and love me for who I am…tolerate my nonsense..joke wif me..wipe my tears if I cry..feed me if I am hungry..love me throughout…and must always think in his heart that “she is not juz a gal..but the meaning of my life” fuuu…I will faint man..i noe its not easy finding this kinda person..yeah I use to have my expectations high but den I have lowered it a lil..lolz…a few days ago I was telling shamz a beautiful imagination story…and yeah I dun noe why but I find it soo real…if only it happens in reality shamz..congrats to coz u were the main heroine..haha…I wen to watch the movie “Raam” a very interesting movie and I love the songs…and I think the actor Jeeva acted very well…*claps*
Hmm..yesterday wen to tekka to sew saree blouse…oh ya..1st time I am gonna tie saree…my god…hope it suits me and I look good in it..and da tailor lady pissed…nonsense…after dat walked ard..den wen to Sakunthala Food Palace…yummy ate so much…den wen to Little India Arcade..to but some pottu..den wen to Jothi to buy some stuff…den wen to Jothi Music Store to get some vcds and a cd…I bought a hindi movie called “Vaadha” and yeah both my cute pies are acting Arjun Rampal and Zayed Khan..ahh…but after watching the movie I realize that da movie was taken in tamil b4…haiz…nvm…coz got two of my heros…lolz..hmm today is the last day of the term..next week is holiday..ahh…let me…see who I can spend my holidays with…
Right now juz siiting at dis computer room at Macpherson ITE blogging abt me…and juz surfing da net…oh my..juz why am I in low spirits…I shall sing a song of my own…hmm let me think..



You are my angel
You are the love of my life
I have been waiting to walk in the aisle
Where have you been
How have you been
I am looking all over for you

I wanna love you
I wanna hug you
I wanna kiss you
All I can ask now is just you baby

You are the meaning of my life
You are the one have been waiting for
Right now the only thing I wanna say is that
No one would ever love you the way I do
No one would ever love you the way I do

hmm...oh my..its has been like a long time man!!! i am like one bz woman no time even to update my blog..haiz..i have so many things running in my mind which i just dun noe wad to say and do..argghhh i am freaking stressed..

Episode 11

He parked his bike and took this bag from his bike and walked with her.

Tani: whats that?

Arjunan: well it’s a important personal thing

Tani: den why aren’t you letting it be in your bike than carry it around

Arjunan: eh..i am scared that it might get lost.

Tani: haha…nonsense
Arjunan: so Tani wad are you gonna do when you get back home

Tani: well I would just have my shower and lie on my bed read my love story and
Sleep.

Arjunan: hmm..interesting..Tani, are gonna atleast kiss me now.

Tani: Arjunan!! You are irritating!!!

Arjunan: haha..gee thankz..for the compliment.

Tani: okies enuff I am going back home and you better get lost from here.

Arjunan: yeah..as soon as I said I love you (he mumbled)

Tani: what did you just said???

Arjunan: err..nothing.

As Tani walked into the lift facing, Arjunan immediately grabbed hold of her hand and turn her around and brought her close to his chest holding her waist tightly.

Arjunan: hey angel, have I ever said that you look damn sexay when you get pissed.

Tani looked upon his eyes and all she could do was to be in silence..she was too shocked.

Arjunan: well I asked you, and you din give so now I shall give..

He leaned forward and she immediately asked “are you gonna kiss me”

Arjunan: why not..

He went so close to her lips and she closed her eyes so tightly..her beating so fast..

But he looked at her as she closed her eyes and he smiled to himself. He hold her close to his chest and went leaned forward to her left ear and whispered.. “am I dat irritating dat you hate me soo much” she will open her eyes and he could see her blush and she said “no..but actually you are worse den dat” He will let her go and say “really okies..nvm..you go back home and I will see tomz”

Tani: huh! What the hell..

Arjunan: why were you like expecting something

Tani: No why must I and of all people expect from you..No Way!

Arjunan: smiled..

Tani: I am leaving..bye..

Arjunan: bye..

Tani was mumbling to her self.. “why can’t he juz say I love you man..oh my if he only had kissed me..

Arjunan: Did you call me?

Tani: err..no..

She turn her back and walk..when she entered the lift and turn around…She saw Arjunan waiting with his arms wide open for her to run and hug him..and he sang a short song: “You are always my angel, I fell in love da day I met you. Now I am waiting and I will wait forever just for you..the truth is Do you know that I Love You..oh yeah yeah yeah” she ran out and tip toed and hugged him. She whispered, “what took you so long to tell I love” and he replied “since you said I am irritating, I wanted to irritate you more 1st..tears stroll down her cheeks. He held her close, lift up her head and their lips locked..
He said “well I asked you a kiss on my cheeks and yet you gave me an unforgettable one on my lips..” Tani said “I din give you on your lips you came over and got it from me..” he took the bouquet from the bag and gave her “this is for you”

Tani: oh my how did you know that I love blue roses..

Arjunan: well I am smart guy you see..

Tani: yeah rite, Prati would have told you.

Arjunan: yesh..

Tani: the roses are lovely..

Arjunan: and me too rite..

Tani: haha..well no..

Arjunan: ya rite..hey you din tell me I Love you

Tani: why should i..okies I am going back home..bye Arjuna..

Arjunan: dats all no goodnight kiss..
Tani: I tot u got one earlier..

Arjunan: dats not counted..

Tani: whatever bye..and ride back home safely and dun think of me too much

Arjunan: ya..i noe..take care..

He walked to the carpark and she scream from her lift “Arjunan I love you” and she closed the lift doors and went back. He called her hp and said “you are soo my mine baby” She laffed and both of them bid goodnight..Tani took her showers and once she lie on her bed she called Prati..

He parked his bike and he walked her to the lift. Arjunan kept quiet and he din noe how to bring up the topic as he was nervous. Tani asked: suprising you are quiet, is there anything bothering. Arjunan said “ no, nothing. So Tani what do you think about me?” Tani said, “huh think about you, well I feel that you are irritating and talkative”
Arjunan said , errm..well those are negative points, no positive points about me ah?”
After giving a hard thought, she replied “you are nice” she smiled and just walked.
Arjunan walked in silence with her, with ,many questions running in his head. Finally they reached the lift. Tani said “thankz a lot for making Prati happy and also giving me a ride as well as being a good company.” She went into the lift but before she could press the button, Arjunan asked “hey Tani"

Tani: what?

Arjunan: must you like go back home now?

Tani: not really I still have time to spend and why do you ask?

Arjunan: would you mind if I bring you to a place?

Tani: okies…where is that place?


Arjunan: I won’t tell it’s a surprise.

Tani: alrightz lets go..

He start his bike and she sat at the back, many questions were running in her head like where is he bringing me, what is he gonna do and stuff..

Arjunan stopped his bike and he brought her to this place.
There is a pathway filled with trees which has light entwirled on the trees, leading to a fountain where there are garden benches surrounding. They sat there and while Tani was admiring the place, Arjunan was admiring Tani.

Tani: did you bring me here just to keep quiet?

Arjunan gave a stooped smile and said “No”

Tani: So why did you bring me here?


Arjunan: well actually juz for fun..i wanted you to see this beautiful place..

Tani: hmm…interesting..well do you have a girlfriend now?

Arjunan: huh? Why do you ask?

Tani: You see the look in your eyes tells that you are in love.

Arjunan: hahaha…interesting man..no I don’t have a girlfriend but I don’t know
Whether I am in love.

Tani: ic…

Arjunan: hey do you believe in arrange marriage?

Tani: yeah at times..

Arjunan: hmm..what if you find someone..actually I think arrange marriage is good

Tani: oh my god..are you alright..cause you have acting weird.


Arjunan: ahh..i am fine.dun worry..okies come lets play a game

Tani: what game?

Arjunan: Lest pretend that I’m here to look up an arrange marriage
Tani: err..nah I dun wanna play

Arjunan: oh come on Tani..


Tani: alritez

Arjunan: Hello I am Arjunan, well I am working and you know in fact I am a smart
guy..and very sociable..i would like to get to know you.

Tani: whatever!

Arjunan: hey come on babe..you gotta play along

Tani: relax…I shall play along you lame idiot

Arjunan smiles with a stooped grin

Arjunan: well so far you have been living with your parents, can you adjust and live
with me alone?

Tani: More important is between the people not the place. If two people are happy
your place or my place whats the difference?

Arjunan: After the marriage will you work?


Tani: why you don’t want me to work?

Arjunan: No I think every woman should work not as pastime. But serious work like
you.


Both of them got too serious in the acting and they forgot they were actually acting..They became close facing each other and looking at each other’s eyes and holding hands on the table..

Tani: Do you love kids?

Arjunan: of coz…1st I want a daughter, Beautiful, Intelligent, juz like you and I will
make a fine daddy. And if I find someone flirting with her I will break his
legs.


Tani: And you think you will make a fine daddy..dream on..looks like more like a
mother.

Arjunan: what harm if I spoil the kids a little bit

Tani: oh so I do all the hard work and have all the fun

Arjunan: yes..look at it from my point of view and it’s a wonderful marriage. Oh ya actually a puppy is all it will take to complete our family potrait


Tani: lets call him Tommy

Arjunan: what a awful name. Ok on one condition, you take tommy out for walks..i
will only feed him from my plate

Tani: apart from spoiling the kids and tommy, what else will you do?

Arjunan: what else is left to be done. I will live happily ever after with my kid, tommy
and of course you.

Tani: so I come after the kids and tommy!

Arjunan: No that was a mistake

Tani: so I come after the kids and tommy..fine..


Tanisha woke up from the bench..

Arjunan: no..no I am sorry

Tani: Mention me after the kids and tommy and I hack you into small bits and feed
you to tommy.

Arjunan: okies..sorry no more kids and or tommy

Arjunan stood up and hold her hands and said..

Arjunan: I will always love more than anyone else..come on babe give me a kiss on my cheeks..


Tanisha suddenly felt so shy..her heart was beating so fast..then she realise it was all acting but why do I feel it so real..

Tani: err..okies…cut..i guess I need to be back home..so would you mind bringing me back

Arjunan: but aren’t you gonna kiss me..

Tani: no..come lets go..

Arjunan: But its only a kiss and on my cheeks only..dun worry..

Tani: eh…even if its on your cheeks or your hands also No! so can we leave now.

Arjunan: sure..come lets go

He start the bike and they left the place..

Epiode 9

Prati never did she expect Arjunan to surprise her and as well as her best fren Tani to team up with him. Prati walked to the center and Arjunan placed the cake on the table, and Tani standing beside the table. Prati closed her eyes and had a birthday wish and she cut the cake. She fed Tani and vice versa. Arjunan took a piece of cake and actually went near Tani but he turn around and fed Prati and den he asked “where is my share?” They all laffed and Arjunan went to get his guitar and he played a tune and he began saying, “hey birthday gal this is for u”.

The song

Arjunan: Who are you waiting for? I’m here now.
Just one look I’m here now.
Why are you quiet, Why the heavy brow?
If its endless love you wish, ask for it aloud.
And you shall receive it for I’m here now

Tani: Who are you waiting for? I’m here now
Just one look I’m here now.

Arjunan: When you think, when you see how much I love you
Don’t stay silent. Tell me, you have that special friend
Who will give you his heart give up his soul.
And I will say, true, for I’m here now.

Tani: Who are you waiting for? I’m here now.
Just one look, I’m here now
Why are you quiet, Why the heavy brow
If its endless love you wish, ask for it aloud
And you shall receive it for I’m here now

Arjunan: Who are you waiting for? I’m here now.
Just one look, I’m here now.

Arjunan: If there is something in your heart…tell me..
No matter what time of day or night tell me..
If problems plague you or you feel down and out tell me..

Tani: If you have little wish a little want…
Don’t ever be apprehensive for I’m here now..

Prati: Just one look I’m here now.
Who are you waiting for? I’m here now
Why are you quiet, Why the heavy brow?
If its endless love wish, ask for it aloud
And you shall receive it for I’m here now.

Prat, Arjunan & Tani: Who are you waiting for? I’m here now
Just one look, I’m here now.

After singing, dance and dinner, it was getting late as Prati has to be home early.
Then when they were about to leave Arjunan gave the gift and card to Prati and she was so happy.

Prati : Thankz Arjunan.

Arjunan: ahh…anything for you gal and please no formalities.

Prati: hahaha…okies..

Prati called Tani aside and asked her..

Prati: hey are you and Arjunan dating each other?

Tani: are you crazy? Who would wanna date an irritating guy like him

Prati: haha…hey he has a good side of him

Tani: well I don’t have that kinda feelings for him

Actually Tani was trying her level best to hide her feelings but Prati juz felt different.

Prati: but why do I feel that you are in love with him

Tani: that’s utter rubbish..hahaha…

Prati: haha..okies lets go.

The three of them will come out of the club and Prati said “okies guys I gotta go, I am taking a cab.” Tani said “hey wait I am coming with you.” Prati said “its okay gal you go with Arjunan..bye..” bidding goodbye she left.
Arjunan asked: “do you mind if I give you a lift” Tani said: of course I dun mind cause you gotta give me a lift.

Girls are so difficult to understand

When a Girl is quiet
Million of things are running in her mind

When a Girl is not arguing
She is thinking deeply

When a Girl looks at you with eyes full of questions
She is wondering how long will you be around

When a Girl answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds
She is not at all fine

When a Girl stares at you
She is wondering why you are lying

When a Girl lays on your chest
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a Girl calls you everyday
She wants to be pampered

When a Girl sms’s you everyday
She wants you to reply at least once

When a Girl says I love you
She means it

When a Girl says that she can’t live without you
She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a Girl says “I miss you”
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

well well i got dis at friendster bulletin..pretty interesting and its dedicated to all guys out dere..haha..hmm..wad can i say man..oh abt my yest entry..shamz tot is becoz of my sister..and yeah it is true but not totall blaming her..i am juz feeling down..haiz...hmm oh ya i have got three movies i wanna watch and dey are

• Hitch
• Hide and Seek
• Closer

But i really badly wanna watch closer and hitch..ahh...sighz..well guess i wanna watch movies alone den waiting down the aisle for ppl...lolz..i am sick and tired...okies..i used to watch movies alone..so its nothing new to me..oh ya..next week will be going to prem's hse and i guess he wants me to cook...now i gotta search for my recipies...LOL!!! currently he has been busy with his shop, football match, night life, fishing and stuff...ahh..sometimes being a guy is an advantage
hmm...i am getting bored nowdays and its not nice feeling like dat...u all can ask shamz how bored do i sound..grr...juz have been watching vcds and stuff...and oh ya...exams are coming need to get into the books and notes..haiz..oh actually i was suppose to be going to watch Hitch today..but too bad...my date got cancelled..but da best part da person who suppose to be bringing me said that he din even noe he fixed a date...damn farnie..okies i am not being sacarstic but its really farnie...and to be frank i hate it when my dates are being cancel...grr..but its ok..i am much an understanding gal..and you know dis is where the quote comes "what ever u are expecting it will only be received when you least expect it"...hmm so lame...lolz..oh ya...

shamz and i were having dis converstation abt love and stuff...so i was telling her dat i wanna go for arrange marriage...juz go and meet the guy whom my parents tell and see how things go...wad do you all think abt it..haha...i guess it will be fun and love afte marriage is so much romantic and interesting...if i only can meet my better half..someone who really appreciate me..and love me more den himself...hope i meet him..my Mr Right...but even if i meet...we will hit of has good frenz..den couples..den stand in our own feets and have a career for ourself and savings...den i will settle in my life..and start a future with him..
*dreaming*

Would anyone help me find myself..i am lost within myself..i juz don’t know what am I doing or why am I like dis..i am searching my mind, heart and soul…walking like corpse is worse den anything..i feel complicated and confused…I can only cry..even if I cry I do it silently..oh my..do you the pain of crying to yourself silently..
I am left alone..why? is it a punishment or wad…I am not even treated like a human in my hse..haha da best part my dogs get better respect den I do..why? why? Why?
Too many questions running in my mind..and I got no answers..and having sleepless nights…hmm…am I too stress or depress..i give a smile in everyones face and life..would anyone make me smile throughout my life…I hope and pray so..haiz..
Sometimes your own treats you like a stranger and Sometimes a stranger treats you like their own…*walks away wiping my tears*

Episode 8

It was Friday night, Tani was talking on the phone with Prati and when the clock strike 12..Tani screamed “HAPPY BIRTHDAY”!!! Prati was shocked..lolz..den dey continue yakking away and Tani told Prati to keep herself free the whole day..haha…but Prati said no gal I gotta go work..will meet after work..coz I have applied for half day..Tani said “Oh kewl..shall come and pick you up after your work..during lunch time..Prati said okies..and dey end deir conversation dere. After dat Tani called Arjunan..and she asked so have you come up with a plan for Prati’s b’dae..Arjunan said dun worry..everything is ready..Tani laffed…and den she asked “so what did you got for her?” Arjunan said “well it’s a surprise..” Tani said so where u wanna bring her and go. Arjunan said..since she loves to dance we shall got to a club at ard 7-8pm..den she said okies…Arjunan said “I will buy da cake and come..so your duty is to juz bring her dere..and dun tell her dat I am coming..she said “no problem..den dey both end the conversation and went to bed. The sun has rise…ahh…Arjunan woke up and got ready he went to a Bakery shop called Temptations…ahh…the cakes over there are damn nice..and yeah he chose a beautiful heart shaped cake and asked the lady to write “Happy Birthday Prati, May Happiness be with you always and smile please” yeah he made the order and he said he will pick it up at evening…

den he wen to a jewellery shop and said “hey is my order ready?” yeah said the salesman..okies..i came to collect it..He ordered a whitegold chain with a heartshape pendent..its like…a small heart attached to inside the bigger heart..the meaning of the chain is..the small heart means is Prati and the bigger heart is Arjunan..he took the jewellery and bought a wrapper as well as a card and wen back home..while wrapping Tani called.. “Is everything ready?” he replied yes..den she asked “what are you doing?” he said “I am wrapping the gift” she said oh okies…anyway I am gonna meet Prati now..and after lunch we will go back home and get ready. After I got ready I shall call you” he said “alrightz babe” den after wrapping the gift he was writing the card for her. And time flies…it was evening…he took the gift and wen to Garden of Love and collect his bouquet and when to Temptation and collect the cake…while Tani and Prati was getting ready…Arjunan called Tani and said I am on my way to the club…shall c ya dere..once u are dere juz msg me..

Tani and Prati got ready and took a cab and in the cab..Prati asked “Did Arjunan called you” Tani said “uh? No he din” hmm okies replied Prati. Tani asked “why”..den Prati replied “no he din call or even msg me Happy Birthday so I was wondering..guess he forgot” Tani said “yeah I think he forgot abt it” Prati juz smiled..and asked “where are we going now” we are now heading to a club called “Retrovision” Oh dats kewl man.. said Prati…They reached the club..once they got out of the cab..Tani msged Arjunan…and it was ard 7:45pm..Arjunan got ready the candles and he informed everyone..to sing Happy Birthday when two gals walk in and when he comes out with the cake…they switched off all the lights..and Prati walked in first…and she whispered “Tani why is it so dark..and not even a single light is on…” Tani replied “err I don’t know…and den Arjunan came out from this door with the candles lit…and everyone sang “Happy Birthday song” Prati was SHOCKED!!! She neva expect Arjunan to be suprising her at all..