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my headache....manmadhan..tekka...@Saturday, November 20, 2004

wah..screw msn...and blogger too...da tagboard is still under service..wad da hell..sighs...all my fanz out dere are waiting to msg me..haha..*adjust collar* well wednesday..frm da start of da day..had headache..tot it was becoz of stress...and wen back home..wen visiting to my unlce's hse..hmm...good food..den dey were talking abt marriage and stuff..and my uncle told me he will find for me a groom who is da best and will take care of me for da rest of his life..wahaha...kewl ah..lolz..hope all happens for good..den came back home...headache was getting worse..checked my temp..had fever..tot it was stress..but den at 11pm..Oh My Almighty..my headache was like Very Bad..i felt like banging against da wall..it was bad..wen offline..da moment i sat near my mum..i started crying..i cldn't take da pain at all..holy mother..tot gonna die.. my imagination ran wild..well i noe some ass..wld be staring at me..wahaha..okies..den my mum woke my dad..when my dad said nvm..control da pain..and we shall go polyclinic tomz..i was Damn Pissed..den i said ok..fine..he knew i cldn't withstand da pain..so he brought me to 24 Hr Clinic..my dad..my mum..and sis..followed me..wen in wif my mum to see da doc..hmm..he said i am suffering frm synatical infection..which means..my flamz..stuck at my eye muscles..and forehead..which gives my entire head da pain..ahh..and he said my cough is very bad..and if da pain still continues..have to go SGH..hmm..den he gave me drowsy medicines and a mc..thursday din go school..ahh...woke up at 12..gosh..den call shamz..tok wif her..den a while later msged her asking wanna go for a movie.or lunch..and dat pandi asked y not both..lolz..after much discussion..we plan to watch Manmadhan..hmm..met her..wif my sis..was abt to walk to GV..saw sivaram bro, devan bro and my bro agi..ahh..shld have seen da look on deir face..such a guilty look..lolz..den wen to buy da tickets..and wen LJS..ahh...treated shamz..coz i feel bad dat everytime she gives me treat and wah..ws happy dat i cld give her treat once..fuu..but she kept thanking me as though i am an outsider..grr..nvm..den my brothers were watching da same movie..and dey were juz sitting behind our seats..actually a boy was sitting at da seat i was suppose to seat..devan tapped his shoulders and said..can u move..wahaha..den he wen da other side..hmm..da movie was nice..Jo looked damn beautiful..a movie which u expect da unexpected..wahaha..but ending..hmm..not as i expected..well..its ok.nice songs..da small comedy is cute..enjoyed..but my neck was giving me pain..arghh..den wen back home..hmm...my mum cooked prawn sambal and nasi lemak rice...wahh...nice..den today..wen to school..slack..i can count da num of people attended campus..wahahhaa...class ended early..made plan wif shamz to tekka..well met her at bishan..though she made me wait..which i hate..LOL..ahh..she has a new hair cut..hmm..kewl..makes her look mature..den we wen komalas...she ate..i was full as i ate in sch..den we toked a while..and when to search for ayyapan cds..dere we saw Aishu and her fren Kavitha who seems to noe me and my family too..well i am too popular..tell me who dun noe such a innocent hot gal like me..haha..okies..stones gonna fly..haiz..all jealous..hehe..den listen to some cds..at last bought one..wen to get flowers for shamz prayer room..and food for Lakshmi..and yeah dats it..we ciouz..den took back train..listen to songs..den lend shamz my cd..betta handle wif care..hehe..den got down in yishun..wen my cuzin hse..played wif my lil nephew..hehe..cho cute..he kissed me da moment i called him..haha..den gave da cds..collected some back..and wen back home..took a bath..ahh..my mum gave me a hair bath..lolz..only washed my hair..like a massage..damn nice..now..juz resting..hope to update more..Adiyoz


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Oh my had Loadza fun!!!@Wednesday, November 17, 2004

hmm...shamz gave me a shocking and a happy news..actually both is one..da news is Parveen is coming..hippy..ahh..i got a best partner to disturb..well i love to irritate da most and da reaction she gives when she can't do anything to me..wahahahaha...missed those times we spent together..ahh..okies...Deepz was a lil boring...but collected some money..juz nice for savings..okies..

on 13 November 2004 Saturday..was such a fun day man..wen to punetha sis hse for a small gathering..a all had to wear traditional..and dat was da 1st time i wore a pink punjabi suit..wahaha...some said i look very sweet in it..hehe *shys* okies who all were dere..Punetha sis, Geetha sis, Uncle and aunt, Meera, Suba, Sugan, Madhz, Bhavani, my irritating bro..lolz..,kirthi, Shamz and not forgetting my beloved nephews da Hunk Darshan and Cutie Haranesh..well we all played card games..Uno, Heart Attack. den we played Passing Parcel..u guys missed shamz Bapoh dance..wahaha..we ate Canadian Pizza..Celebrated Meera's B'dae..was very nice..lastly we all danced in punetha sis room..oh my..was damn nice..and oh ya..we took some pics..and dey all seem to be very nice..madhz looked very nice in his Jippa..and shamz i love ur suit..and not forgetting da rest were juz as good lookin..and den..all wen back home..had a grt time..

den on 14 November 2004 Sunday..when to Teddy's hse..first wen to shamz hse..den wen to Teddy's hse wif shamz and Lakshmi..lolz..den when we reached dere..dis Teddy was not even in his Jippa..was wearing a sexy white shirt..translucent..and shorts..lolz..den dat was 1st time i met Teddy's mum, sashi's mum and suresh mum..haha..all were very frenly..oh my..couldn't believe..lolz..ahh..but den my husband bed is a single bed..nvm..shall manage..wahahaha..den in a while..meera my working collegue, jag came..followed my aishu..den maria and nareen came..after dat gayathiri came..well all were wearing saree except myself and gayathiri...hmm..nvm..oh ya..all da gals look simply superb in da saree and i like shamz saree..was damn nice..prem wore his jippa..he look so kewl and handsome..ahem..my teddy..of coz..lolz..had a grt lunch..for once da food was diff..but damn spicy..couldn't take it..den all were watching tv..some pics..oh ya..at last i had da opportunity to take pics wif teddy, so many..and yeah..all da pics turn out well..and at last shamz and i took a pic which turn out to be da best so far..wahaha..plz shamz hope at least dis one u wld frame up..sighz..wahaha..if not nvm,,i shall blow it up and put it up in my hse..LOL..hmm..den..we watched super nanbargal..damn farnie..den was getting late..had to leave..took more pics..den bid good bye to all..took cab..jag said he is coming along wif me..hmm..well he said it wun be more den 6 bucks and i knew well its gonna hit more den dat coz it Hari Raya..wahaha..and yeah it came uo to 11+..*stares at JAG* hmm..den we bid good byes..wen back home punetha sis family came for visiting..ahh..den had some chat wif dem..den juz took rest..was tired..

yest also wen for visiting..ahh..i wore my new jeans and white top and everyone kept asking why have i lost so much weight..haha..hmm..den yest wen to madhz hse as i had promised him dat i will come over..ahh..da cookies were damn nice..madhz was asking me to eat..den i cldn't..so he juz gave me wedges..yummy..and chocolate..*yummy* den left..wen back home..my project was not completed..was a lil piss..and yest my PMS was worse..gosh..lucky man..my dad din piss me off..i juz love da chain my mum bought for me..gosh rite now am stress coz my exams are juz so near only have six days man..and have a lot to study..and i am realli worried..ahh..plz god..help me along..i realli need to do well..hmm..dats abt it..guess my entry is damn long..haha..oh ya abt da story dun worry..its on da way..

**+**DuRgZ DaNcEs ArD..LoVe Is JuZ PaRt Of LiFe**+**


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da feeling which i am having is it fair to myself..@Wednesday, November 10, 2004

wah....after a long time man..back in action..was damn buzy wif school stuff..spring cleaning..painting..deepavali preparation..shopping..and in between dis have to study..gosh..i am gonna faint..feel so cramped man..oh ya..so many things are happening ard me..my exams are so near..i am damn worried..i really wanna do my best..oh ya..i am so happy dat for da 1st time in my life i won a 2nd place in netball..and got a trophy..in my 20yrs life this is da 1st time i carried and touched my own trophy..oh my da feeling is damn grt..

Right now my financial is damn tight..1st time for deepz i put budget and buy punjabi suit and stuff...grr..i hate doing dat..juz after a deepz after my exams..gonna look for a job which i am very sure its not easy to get one..

About the story which i wrote..sorry for da delay..juz wait and see..soon i will update abt da story..my assist director is always sleeping dats y..LOL..

I dun noe...right i am surrounded by couples..love..hugging..OMG..i juz dun noe..i feel so leftout..when most of my classmates are wif deir bfs..damn..sometimes very irritating la..haha..well i am practically mad..wahahaha..my two of my classmates..hmm guy and a gal..dun wanna mention deir name..coz some of my classmates also blog..well..dis two classmates..lets name dem A and B..well A is a guy and B is a Gal..A likes B alot but juz too shy to tell and so does B likes A but juz dun wanna admit..so today..dey board da train together..well A stays at sembawang and B stays at Clementi..but A is damn sweetie..he followed B back home..aww...he was telling us dat he is gonna tell his love in da train..well hope he did..and by da way..dis couple is damn Cute..juz adore dem..ahh..she was so shy when dey board da train together..haha..well lets come back to my problem..Love is in da air or it might not be..well though i have dis lonely feeling...i will juz try my level best to overcome it and do well in my studies...juz concentrate on my education and career..i dun have time for a relationship..and its very diff to get a good guy..all bitches gets da good guys and all bastards gets da angels..grr...well some whom i noe might not agree to wad i say..i dun noe whether u noe dat i am toking abt u..let me say dis..i dun care if u agree to wad i say..and if u think u wanna argue wif me..u jolly well can do it..but think before u do..haha..hmm..wad shall i say..juz waiting when i will finish my education and get my hand in my career..ahh..juz hate to depend on parents..coz most of da time dey fight and find probz becoz i am still depending on dem..argghh..juz feel like having my own family..haha..a loving husband..a smooth life..maybe we will meet some rocks..or..no i shall say pebbles..but we will come over it..start a family for ourselves..juz two sweet kids..one angel and one prince..ahh..maybe i shall name my daughter mahisha or smitha..and my son vaishal or daranesh..or sadesh..wah..so many names..sorry am a lil fussy..well dis is juz a dreamland..my own small island..hope one day it will face da reality..ahh..shall end here..


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