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why are dere people like dis in da world..kick dem off@Monday, August 30, 2004

well..din update..coz was bz wif my cuzin bro's wedding..argghh..to me da wedding was boring...it was held in a temple yesterday morning. well i wore dis black gagara bare back suit..da moment i stepped in da temple..some people were looking at me like why is she wearing black in an auspicious day..and anyway..its nothing wrong to wear black..lets say..since i'm wearing black..dey are not gonna stop da weddin rite..den wadz deir probz..and some were saying my blouse too low..my skirt is like hipster..did i come for an fashion parade..grr...damn pissed..come on people get alive...dun u have anything betta to do in life den complaining abt others..argghhh..da food sux btw..din like it..and it was my mum's sis son wedding...so i am not very close to her side people...coz dey all act big shot..like tai tao women...grr...in my point of view..we live for ourselves..but den...its not easy to avoid peoples comments...some are like farking hurting...grrr...if only i had tok back...but if i did...dere wun be any difference in me and them...my own parents din say anything abt my dressing...like as though dey care..*winkz* but den who are da rest to tok..shit la..dun let me kick ur arse off earth..i juz dun noe why..but i'm boiling..seriously...and i'm so gonna go GYM...shamz say she is gonna accompany me..kewl...i wanna lose some weight..tone up my body..and be more sexii *thick skin* well its nothing wrong to be sexii..hehe..oh saj said something abt da marriage thingy...aightz..dat will be my next topic..for my next entry..wait and see...hmm..today..was so bored..nothing much to do..oh ya..wen movie wif my parents...Madhurey..nice movie..atleast had some relaxation..oh saw so many romantic couples surrounding me..argghh...hmm...wld like to ask.. *+*+* why do da bitches gets da good guys and da bus3rds gets da angels *+*+*..juz dun noe why..but mine and some of my frenz research says so..lolz..well..if u noe why...plz tag me..okies...


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Hot Topic for todae...@Saturday, August 28, 2004

Yo wazzup! Dance thru da aisle..*backgrd music Britney Spears Outrageous* hey hey hey...here i am to talk abt a topic..hmm wad i tok abt..Marriage!!! ha ha ha...Well i am not an experienced one in which marriage concerns. But then i did some research abt it. Talking abt marriage, there are two kind. Love Marriage and Arrange Marriage. Love marriage is juz decided between two hearts. Arrange marriage is decided by parents,relatives and most important the bride and bridegroom must agree to the marriage. If u are gonna ask me which one do i prefer, *wonders* i used to say i want love marriage. But den looking at the situation and wadeva has happen, I may give a chance to arrange marriage. You might be wondering why..hmm, wad can i say. Who knows the person whom we are arranged marriage to may be the right person whom u were looking for. He may be the one who can really sincerely love u more than his life. There are many advantages and disadvantages in love and arrange marriage. If you readers have noticed so far, I wrote "may be" in most of da answers i gave.The reason because there can be a twist in life. Expect da Unexpected. When i was siiting in class, i interviewed my 3 frenz about love and arrange marriage. Guess wad, all 3 of dem chose love marriage. hahaha...The reasons hmm..let me start wif the 1st person..
Samantha: Love Marriage
Reasons:u noe abt da person in and out before u can live wif him, u can find out da compatibility, u can easily adapt to his lifestyle and vice versa..

The 2nd person i interviewed was Faridah..aka Fifi: Love Marriage
Reasons:u are happier wif da person whom u love,dere are so many beautiful memories wif him, more romantic, easily can adapt to his lifestyle and more comfortable feeling.

The 3rd person i interviewed was Fadzlin: Love Marriage
Reasons: u noe da person betta, and much more meaningful life.

Hmm..looks like this gals are in their dreamz of love!...well all three are attached..except fifi..her bf recently broke off wif her..due to their own personal reasons. Sighz...nvm..dere are many fishes in da pond..juz like *NeMo* Anyway...Marriage is concern between two hearts and one mind..its a lifetime thingy and not a playgrd for u to play and come..so gusy and gals..if u are gonna get married..plz do some serious thinking before u take da big step..So hope u all like dis entry..even if da topic may not be relevant to u.. hope it did made u realise somethings and smile a lil atleast...Adiyoz..bidding off babe of da limelight..sexii!!!



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thinking abt da guys whom i met in my life..LOL@Friday, August 27, 2004

Attention all readers..here comes da babe of da limelight..miss sexii..*i walk in wif pride* Background music done by shamz and meenz..haha..red carpet filled wif rose petals..ahhh..Hi Hi Hi... smilez at everyone..wad can i say..wen to school..one of my project is due on friday..gosh..da days seem to fly wif da 2 Fast 2 Furious engine man..*grinz* hmm...had a cool day..coz my Computing class was damn cold and it was raining..so can u imagine how was i sitting and typing..den called shamz to confirm da time we are meeting..but end up getting screwed by her mom..grr..hmm..my BP wen high but my patience level brought it down..haiz..its okies..its all part and parcel of life..well den shamz took her a phone and confirmed da time wif her..school ended..took da train..got down in woodlands. Met shamz and wen to CP to print some stuff coz shamz din have Microsoft words..hmm..but den all da pcs were used..so had to come back later..derefor wen to Mac..bought fries and Mcwings..yummy..sat down and we began our past and present..though da present sux rite now..da flashback made us laff our hearts out..we were basically toking abt how our life was and how is it now...was damn fun man..i dun understand why is dat wen we see a indian couple..da gfs seem to stare at us..like as though we are gonna swallow their bfs..lamers.. and da other thing all bitches gets da good guys..and all bastards gets da angels..argghh..god..dun noe wads happening in da world..hmm..after having some fun talk..we decided to get back to da printing stuff..but wen i wen dere..shit da queue was damn long..grr ahh..decided not to print..walked juz for a while..den shamz need to get some flu pills and some green bean porridge for her mum..such a sweetie daughter..haha..den..met Sasha wif a bf..but she din look at us..hmm wen i 1st met her..she looked beautiful like an angel man..but now..gosh..she is not close..but den..since she drifted..her good looks seem to be gone..now she has got a drug-addict look..lolz..not being bad..but den..speaking da fact..ahh..juz have a philosophy of my own words..check it out dudes and babes.."When a woman cheats a man,she loses her Beauty..in and out..When a men cheats a woman,he loses his Dignity" ahh..wad do u all think abt this..hmm..i noe i will have some opponents abt this philosophy..i dun mind..juz voice out dudes and babes..hmm...i love love stories,romantic movies and drama serials..which consist of love..hmm.but den..why aren't dere men like those on tv..i meant deir character..those on tv are like so loving..such a sweetie..ahh but den i have yet to meet someone like dem in reality..haha..maybe such man dun exist..or even if dey do..its like one among thousand man..lolz...true love??? does it still exist..hmm..wonders..well my cousin wedding is on sat..ahh..gonna be bz..my exams are coming..gonna go MIA..lolz..its da time to be studious..feel like wanna watch movie in theatre..but den..financial is TIGHT..argghhh..

Wad i'm going thru: Economic crisis,Boredom,Depression and Stress.
Wad I wish I could do: Juz travel around da world..
What made me smile:Flashbacks wif shamz..haha..my two nephews
Wad I bad need: A part-time job
*Note: Dear readers..u can juz write down some suggestions in my tagborad like wad u wan me to write on..anything which is reasonable..lolz..dun ask me to write abt porn site and stiff coz i dun noe and dun give a damn abt it. *smilez*

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CRISIS....@Wednesday, August 25, 2004

yeah yeah..crisis all over man..grr..today school was not so fun..ahh am i bothered..lolz...anyway my class form teacher checked my attendence and praised me..coz all my subjects 100%. Oh ya..i got 28/30 for my test hulalah!!! oh...samantha's bf viky bought for her and myself rice wif fish curry and a fried chicken from tekka...wah...i really wack..hmm..i dun noe why all da bitches get a good guys..haha i'm not saying dat samantha is a bitch..at times..she behaves like one..which pisses me off...argghhh.. den had some lessons...suppose to meet shamz earlier..but den plans din happen as said..lolz..after school..back home..tired..gosh..den took my bath all...wen to my cuzin bro hse to print some project stuff.. den came back home juz to watch da last episode of my chinese drama.. "Room In My Heart" a nice and beautiful ending..ahh...was touched by da love..ahh..all dis can neva happen in realistic man..it can..dere is a chance..but not everyone is giving it a try. well..rite now financial is damn tight..ahh...i need some things man.. lolz..most of the things i need involves money...and "da problem is not money..da problem is no money" hahahaha...hmmm

Things i need to get..wacky
1. a Job (only friday sat and sun)
2. cash to get some stationery stuff.
3. shades (once i get my job and payment)
4. clothes (once i get a job)
5. Food (a important source..

Dats all i have for today..juz feel tired...my mum's siblings are in singapore right now..ahh...dey are all eager to meet me..haha..wonder wad dey gonna tell abt me..argghhh...


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I'm sick and tired...@Tuesday, August 24, 2004

well...nowadays..wadeva i eat i feel like puking eeks..dun noe wy..i ain't pregnant *winkz* yest..ahh..though i was like pissed wif a classmate..ahh..but da teachers praised abt me..*floats* hmm hope to keep up wif da work attitude. Projects..ahh..i love dem..but not when dey give something which takes me a long time to find an information..and menaka..forget it i wun ask any project ideas to u hahahaha...u are a professional blur queen. vinzy..ahh..u can always dream abt food..grr..*sticks out tongue* yest after school wen to shamz aka bitchy..wen to her hse to do project...haha..shamii read ur blog..hope dat i made da other half of ur day better..lolz..*thick-skin* hmm...i'm halfway done wif one project..if i have printed den one project is done..haiz..hmm totally one of my project grp suckz..da other is betta..i prefer doing it alone..grr...and i have yet to find da reason why am coughing badly..even at nights i can't sleep becoz of my cough..its damn bad..sighs..lucky today my class is at 12..coz after yest sports and wellness aka PE my legs and body are aching..coz it has been a long time since i exercised..i've got tis thing to go GYM but den no company..hahaha..anyone wanna have some fun while trying to be fit..plz look for me. basically dats my day..nothing much..after school i shall write..*yawnz*


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dankz darlings....notti and bitchy..*winkz*@Monday, August 23, 2004

ahh...at last i have a blog of my own...looks kewl..wif da help of meenz and shamz..would like to take dis opportunity to thank my "Mama,Papa...etc..lolz..kidding..only meenz and shamz..well..today had a grt day wif my cuzzies and nephews..ahh..juz feel like dun wanna be at home...becoz of my Mama and Papa..haha..but i dun give a damn..coz its my hse too...and oh ya abt da things happening in my life..ahh...forget it..dey will eventually came by juz to tell and show me abt da diff kinda people.

+##+Dis is for u Notti+##+
ahh..danks..and u noe wad..enjoy ur singlehood..coz u can neva get em back once u lose it to someone who holds ur hand tight till da last breath..unless if u are wif a jerk..ahh..u can get back to single life..lolz..philosophy..wad to do.am born wif it..hope da nemo is fine..haha...ur net is strong..*winkz*

+**+Dis is for u Bitchy+**+
unnakum dankz..hehe..well..one day..we will find da sumo for u..haha looking at all dis..why not we juz go tamil matrimonial..wahaha..kiddin. nammaku ellam velakranz la..da many pebbles in da sea..ahh..for meenz all..dere r many fishes in da pond..

*##*Dis is for u My Darlz Prem*##*
ahem..he is my property..all hands off..haha..my teddy bear..sumone whom i can cuddle when i'm happy or down..hugs ya..well prem..so when is our date ah..haha..gotta catch up wif u sometime..*winkz*

!!!Dis is for u Jaganthan!!!
well...many things have happen..and u noe da reason why..u made me smile..and in da end u pricked me and made me cry..hmm..i dun blame u coz u have yet to have da matured thinking..sighz..nvm..u can learn..but plz..neva do wad u did to me and my darlingz..to anyone else..coz not everyone are as good as us..not being thick skin..but speaking da truth..well let me tell ya..i can make u live to regret ur life..but i wun do dat..if i do..den dere is no diff between me and..err..u shld noe..jag..as u or ur frenz say..dere maybe 100 girls betta den me..but remember..dere is no on like me..and oh ya..forgot to tell ya..dere are 101 betta guys out dere for me too..love shld come all da way from ur heart..not by listening to frenz..and..wadeva..and let me tell u..i wan da person who loves me..not becoz..he has neva seen a betta gal like me..but becoz...he wanna spend da rest of his life wif me..so hope u get dis straight..dere is no point in me giving u a 2nd chance..live ur life..and earn a life for urself..be a good son..a good brother...lastly someones..boyfriend. dats all i gotta say..

**++**Dis for myself**++**
Single and loving it..*dances*

Hope everyone like my blog and my entry. *smilez*


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Confused...@Sunday, August 22, 2004

ahh...well...trying to get this blog done..finding ways and meanz..hope to get it done soon..


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