BLABBERS OF THE DAY
I have been brooding over certain things which are happening in the surrounding of mine. Basically I have realized that its too bad to be too good and kind to a person. After putting so much of trust in the end they have shown how ungrateful they can be..hmm.. It might be fun and fine to dem but it hurts a lot of hearts. Come on dun tell me u have lost ur conscience. Hey but wait I am not pointing my finger at everyone..if this is gonna make u ponder of wad u did den u are the one. *smiles* I am just baffled of wads going on coz I dun noe if u are doing it deliberately or unintentionally. Hmmm only time can answer that.
Yesterday morning I heard a news over the radio and read that particular news in Straits Times. A man who murdered a 8 yr old gal. And when he was caught he was given the punishment as Sentence To Death. Now he is not dead yet but he is pleading for a lower punishment and even his lawyer the Great Criminal Lawyer Subash Anandan has wrote a request to our President to give the criminal a lower sentence and to take away the Death Penalty. But come on we are talking abt a life which has gone even without looking at the beautiful world. I am not saying dat its fair to take a life when another life is gone but here we talking abt humanity. Doesn’t he have conscience? Can he sleep juz for an hour peacefully. Oh my…wads happening to the world. By the way this is my point of view and my prediction. I always believe my heart.
Now its love in the air..lolz. well is it a crime to be obsessive, possessive, over protective in love. Hmm..if u ask me its not a crime and neither is it wrong to behave in that way but..come on everything has its limit. One of the worse thing in the world is “To have the person whom u love the most right beside u and u can’t even tell them u love dem coz they belong to someone else” Sighz…Well dis situation does not implies for me coz I am still single and available. I have yet to catch any fish and neither am caught by any net. *Grinz*
Friendship: To some people friendship is like a glass, very fragile. And to some its juz part of life. But to me Friendship is Eternity. Lets be frank over here. Does all our frenzs treat us the same way we treat them..hmm..dis makes me wonder.. Have anyone sat and thought why do we meet different people everyday and why is it dat only some last long in our life and some walk away halfway through the journey of life. Well there is a reason for dis. We are made/ forced to meet all kind of people in our life. Its wad I called fate/destination.
Quality Time is something which is important be it with whom u share it wif. It can be ur parents, siblings, friends, bf/gf, husband or wife. But I feel that it should be fair to everyone. I have a reason to tell this coz sometimes I feel that my quality time wif special people in my life is being snatched away. I’m not being over possessive here, but to tell dat I am also a human being. I know that its not necessary to talk every single day to tell dat u r not forgotten but its not da same for all people and cases. Haiz..
Lastly Life is a Battle and we have to fight for our rights.
Dance Like No One Is Watching
Sing Like No One Is Listening
Love Like You Will Never Get Hurt
And Live Like Its Heaven On Earth.
Adiyoz…….
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
"There is a busybody in everyone of us and we ought to know that sometimes we satisfy our daily curiosity with a sneak peek into someone's life"
hmm..wad do u all think abt the quote above..well actually u see, we keep on saying we dun like ppl who backstab and blah blah..but just for a sec think again..dun tell me u have never talked abt anyone behind their back be it for wadeva the reason...
We are all not right nor wrong to talk abt another person but have ur limits and think abt how the other person feelz also..haiz..by the way yesterday went for threading wif my bestie and cuzin sis..looks like i got a total diff look. but the sad part was that my sis said dat i look ugly..she commented abt my looks directly damn her coz she is only 15yrs old..argghh..but the worse is to get a comment from ur mum..and u wanna noe wad she commented..hmm..shld i say or shld not..well she said dat i look like a bapoh..does everyone noes the meaning of it..well its actually a men wif a female look blah blah..guess u shld noe..
Come on mum after all u carried me in ur stomach for freakin 6 and 1/2 mths and u can still comment on me like dat. err..well for ur info i am a premature child..but i dun give a hoot abt it..anyway though i might be hurt by u..i dun care coz i live my life which is given by u but created by god.
Everyone says it is difficult to understand a women but i say that its difficult to understand Human Being..coz u can never really noe wads their true colour till they hurt u in one or the other way..whoever thinks i am blabbering u can quit from my page but i will still continue to write wadeva i feel..
errrr.....wadelse can i write abt...oh ya one of my classmate ask me dis question..this is how it goes.."lets say if u were my galfren wad kinda impression wld u have on me or wad do u think of me" wahahahahahhaha..well the 1st thing i wannna lol...ok not dat i am mean but it was funny..den i replied to him.."well i can't say abt u as i'm not ur galfren but i wld say as juz a fren and i did told him abt wad i really think abt him..lolz..and he was like oh okies and said thkz...hahaha.. 1st of all i can't be his gf coz i have not develope any feelings for him..lolz..and 2nd i am too old for him..oh my i sound like i am his aunty..nah..kiddin..but serious speaking he is a nice chap but my cup of tea...wahahahaha...
oh ya he asked me at wad age i wld like to marry..and i said 27 and he went wah so old..guess he wants to get married younger..LOL!! and he asked wld i marry an indian guy..lolz..i said yeah and i wldn't mind considering other races but if the person truly sincerely loves me..ahh.. den he said some married indian guys always go home drunk and beat up their wives..well to be frank i wld admit to wad he said but...not all of them are the same..and not only indian men does dat.. i am not trying to be racist here but to state facts...There are men who are juz like angels and there men who are worse then devils...and we females are not always angelic either...lolz.. We are not that innocent as we look...hahahahahaha...once again not all females..there some as angelic as me...i noe some gonna puke after reading dat sentence...LOL...to be honest i am a Devilishangel. woah...dats a nice name...
hmm...looks like i am running out of time..i seriously dun noe wadelse to write abt at the moment..so shall end it here..AdiyoZ
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
woah....it has been a long time..plz dun mind this lazy blogger..actually i prefer to blog abt particular topics but at the momemnt i am still wondering wad topic to blog abt. Hmm..my bestie called me out 4 times and i rejected her offer 4 times too..lolz.sorry babe am such a busy person..*adjust collar* but yesterday bestie, parveen and myself we went out..atlast..we went to watch a movie Memoirs of Geisha. a damn beautiful movie and i would seriously recommend everyone to watch it..before we went to Shaw we went to Jurong Pt coz parveen wanted to book a coach to go Penang..and it took so long..stupid service..and oh ya shamz and i saw dis 4D3N to Mauritius for Valentines day..and guess wad everyone can afford it..its only $11.25 wahahahahaha...
okay to be honest i really wanted to bring my bestie and go if it was really $11.25 but now i wanna sacrifice coz her bf will be bringing her coz the actual price is $1125..plz..i need to rob a bank for dat..and my bestie is being an annoying piece of shit..lolz.. okies after booking the coach tickets..etc..we took a cab..and da driver driving in a tortise speed...grr...but lucky we reached on time..and yeah da theatre was super dark had to use my hp for light..Parveen was so engrossed..and bestie said i laff very loud..yeah its the truth but i dun care..
My bestie is not showing any attention to me i am gonna sue her for dat..wahahahaha..
Today morning when i took the train..i saw a pregnant lady board at Yio Chu Kang..and she stood infront of a lady who was seating at the stretch long corner seat which is suppose to be gien to people who need it more..but this lady saw the pregnant lady and instead of getting up and giving the seat she continued to read her newspapers...i was freaking damn pissed..so i practically stare at the lady..and after 10mins she gave up her seat..wad da hell! Does it take 10mins to give ur seat to her pregnant women who was standing!!!! Damn some singaporeans.
My buddy madhz birthday is coming soon..need to get him a gift..and yeah he is planning to go to the beach..hmm..waiting for the fun! Class has been the same.. well the new batch of nitec students are in sch..hmm..i dun seem to find a dude nor a hunk...lolz..kidding..i ain't a flirt but not that innocent either.. This are all the teaching by my role model my bestie...she always teaches the wrong things in the right way..
Come on people give me a topic to scribble abt!!! i am wondering wad to write..hmm..
Anyway i watched all the new tamil movies..and the songs are nice but the storyline is all the same..haiz..my dad bought for my sis a HandyCam and i was like wad the hell coz i have been asking for a digi cam for the past few years and i have yet to get one...guess i need to work to get my own! so Sad...anyway dats all for now..and incase if i dun blog again..lolz..i wld like to wish all my chinese frenz..Happy Chinese New Year and the rest of my frenz and readers happy holiday..Adiyoz
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
Written on 9/01/06
How to cope being an outcast in the class? The expert speaks..or should I say my experiences speaks. The first day I entered the class and everyone gave me a weird look.. “Hmm..is she the new student..” thats wad many students would be thinking.. In my mind.. “Oh my such a big class and everyone is looking at me” well I like to be known who I am as I am not afraid but being surrounded by people u even hardly know and in a new environment filled up wif a new atmosphere..things changes.
I was known as the quietest..some even ask me why am always quiet..well if those who noes me very well must be thinking “Durga quiet? Oh my dat is a great joke” haha.. But you see sometimes the quiet person inside me works out well juz as the noisy person inside me. The good and bad point abt me is that I love to talk a lot. The sad part..at first I couldn’t find anyone for me to juz talk anything out of the box..i felt a lil inferior wad might my classmates think..basically I dun live for people but plz I have my humanitarian in me.
Do you know how does it feel to be sitting in a class living in your own world. Where you keep your bubbliness controlled and sitting in a corner thinking which grp of people are you gonna join and who is gonna go for a break with you..If there is a project work which people should I take in my grp or who is willing to take me in their grp..haiz..so much of tots running in my mind but I din find an answer. Lucky me I had one of my service skill classmate and with her help I made one fren…and as time fly..the circle gets wider day by day. I have realized all you need to do is smile and say hi..and see the difference.
Now being in the class for few a months..a lot of things have changed..or should I say I have changed..i am trying to bring forward the noisy person inside me to my classmates.
My circle of frenz is getting wider which is good but still there is room for improvement.
All those who think of feel that you are an outcast in your class..ahh..no worries..juz say hi and smile to all your classmates..your 1st day there will be maybe juz one reply from juz one classmate..but as time goes..you wun be able to even remember how many people said hi and smiled at you cause u will be busy wif you circle of frenz..and do you know why do we always say circle of frenz..coz there is no ending at all and no beginning at all.
My class ISF..the Intellectual Social Freaks..hahahaha..I have learned something in life.. Making frenz may be not be easy but once you have made treasure them more then you treasure gold. Coz they are priceless and gifts from the angels above us. I have always have a feeling that whoever we meet in our journey of life..be it our fren or enemy he or she has something to with our destiny..This is my point of view but it can be a fact too.
This topic is written by me as a student. Many years later, once I really grow old..and when I read abt it I might laugh at what I have written but I would never regret. That’s me. Ending here..Adiyoz.
Written 11/01/06
I dun noe why something has been bothering me from the inside which means my heart tries to tell something where my mind doesn’t agree and vice versa. Sometimes its’ not hard to understand a person’s heart but its whether are we able to accept the facts.
Things are not so easy as it seems to be. I have a lot to say from the bottom of my heart but am loss of words. My expectations does not match wif reality and why is that so? Some might say if you have no expectations you would never feel disappointed but after all we are human beings. I feel as though I am stranded in an island alone and when I turn around to look not for food but for a shoulder to lean, a listening ear, a big warm hug..i stood dere crying coz I cld not find anyone.
I might have a big wide smile but only my eyes reveal the truth.
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
Wadeva i am gonna say its all my point of view..if u have an compliment or comment tag me or if u have anything violence...there is a X button on the right top corner..click it..aightz..here we go..
- Never Say I Love You, If You Dun Really Care
- Never Talk Of Feelings, If They Aren’t Really Dere
- Never Hold My Hand, If You Meant To Break My Heart
- Never Say Forever, If You Ever Plan to Part
- Never Look Into My Eyes, If You Are Telling Me a Lie
- Never Say Hello, If You Think You Will Say GoodBye
- Never Say That I’m One, If You Dream Of More Than Me
- Never Lock Up My Heart, If You Dun Have The Key
In today’s world we have many people falling in love deeply and they carry their relationship till marriage. Some even go to the extend of doing the world’s best wedding and stuff..but why does all this happen in the first place when the results is Failure in Marriage and Divorce.
Some Love Story fail because of the parents..Why do I say so..well ppl nowadays love the ppl who are of diff race and religion then them..but the parents can’t accept the fact..wait here I’m not blaming all parents..it’s the few who seem to have a problem in accepting. The World has change..yeah I noe traditional and culture still rocks. I dun deny that but if there is a Genuine Love between the gal and guy why do u see the race and religion.
Nowadays couple thinks that if their marriage does not seem to be working they immediately go for a divorce…why can’t they juz think of the love which was the reason for them to be together..I feel that when a marriage does not seem to work..couples should not be given the choice of Divorce immediately..they shld be given a punishment for thinking that marriage is a game which they can end the game wheneva they feel like it…Singapore is One of the Asia’s Country which has the highest number in Failed Marriage and Divorce.
There are some people who were deeply in love and etc..but juz as when their wedding is nearer..they have a feeling that they are not meant for each other…but must this thinking come after such a long time and stuff..I feel everyone be it the gender should be given a chance.
In this world there are 3 types of love relationship..one is boy and gal. The second one is gal and gal and the last one is boy and boy..oh come on people..we should learn to respect all genders and mankind..after they are also human.
I noe some of u might be thinking why did I blog abt this topic..well its not because I am getting married or I’m in a relationship..its juz a thing which is happening in reality.
I feel that an important substance for the world marriage is trust..Gals and Guys dun keep losing faith on ur partner..If you feel something is wrong, sit down, have a heart to heart talk rather then u losing ur cool and start a fight which will lead to nowhere..This topic might be interesting to some and it might be boring for some..well to be frank I dun mind coz after all its my blog..but no worries there is always a space for others views..u can tag me..
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
Lets Welcome 2006..well i noe it has been 5 days since 2006 was born and i am late...lolz...but plz excuse dis busy blogger. Hmm i guess if all other bloggers put their hands togethet they wld fire me for being such an lazy blogger..but i noe they are all as kind as me...wah..*self-praise* A new year and everything will have a lil change whether we like it or not..
A piece of advise for everyone...Treasure all those beautiful memories in your heart and plz erase, delete all those bad ones...Don't keep on regretting wadeva has happen wake up and live a new life..coz Tomorrow may not come..i noe words are easy to say but u noe wad action speaks louder then words.. aightz let me say my new year resolutions for 2006..
- Be a better person on earth
- Get my driving license (bike and car)
- Control my temper
- Love myself more
- Study well and get good results
- Make my parents proud of me
- Put a smile on my surrounding people
- Make a alot of new good frenz
- Teach my bestie punctual *grinz*
- Change my style of looks and dressing (lol) *more cuter*
well actually i have alot..haha..but i can't think of everything in a short time..hope to make my mission accomplishable..okies..i noe there is no such word call accomplishable..but plz..its a new world i am gonna be the new trend English teacher where my words might look farnie but kewl! i noe dat u might be thinking i love to self-praise..but u see i dun deny it..wahahahahaha
Met Shamz, Parveen and Hema on Monday..had a lot of fun...wahhahaha..waiting for parveen to give my gifts, for my b'dae, christmas and new year...lolz..anyway...the bond between my classmates and myself is getting better..They are bunch of lovable, humorous ppl.. I really appreciate their friendship...i guess they shld noe who they are *smiles* they make me smile and laugh alot which is an important recipe for a friendship..Hope to go out wif u gals more often..This journey of mine shall always continue meeting the best ppl on earth..
Though everything is going on smoothly..except one...i need an job..seriously before a hole is found in my wallet...*sighz* lolz..anyway one of my fren is celebrating a 21st b'dae on 14 jan.. Can't wait to see my sec sch frenz *smiles* but thinking abt it...i am getting older...argghhh i am turning 22yrs this yr..oh my...but the most lucky part is i still look like 15yrs..oh my...again a self-praise..*grow up durga* dats wad my bestie wld be thinking...hahaha..aightz..i guess i have blogged enough...shall end my nonsense blabbers here..Adiyoz..
Scribbled by Breaks Da Hearts Of Many Guys.
