A Simple Gal With Extraordinary Personality
She Keeps Her Heart Guarded Most Of The Time
A Gal Who Has Lost Many Things In Life
A Gal Who Still Believes A Sparkle May Appear
In Her Dark Life
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Who is this new person in me? Where is my confidence? Where is my fighting spirit? Where is my determination? Where are my dreams? Where is my ambition or what was my ambition? Why am i in dis state?
Too many questions but i can't seem to find the answer nor myself. Am i lost or haf i lose myself in the crowd?
Education, Career, Love, Friendship, Family, Finance nothing seem to be working for me. People are questioning me but how am i suppose to answer them
when i myself don't haf an answer for my own questions.
Anger, Frustration, Hurt, Ignored, Irritated, Sad are da emotions i am filled up with.
Most of us pray that God shows his prsence infront of us so that we can ask for 3 wishes but i would juz ask one wish which is juz take me back from where i was
created i would rather be above helping people behalf of him as he is too busy helping too many people.
Some people mentioned that me being at home has made me into a lunatic person and some said that i maybe suffering from depression. If i was really suffering from depression i would haf done many unsightly things. Haha.
3 months at home doing nothing, without a single cent and juz being cooped in the room is neva an easy task and dats what i haf been doing.
No matter how much i haf helped and done good things i was neva thanked or even appreciated. The outcome was i am an useless and a hopeless person.
In everyone's life someone new seems to enter and when dat happens dey seem to forget the old ones who were dere when dey need or wen dey don't need.
She always mentioned that i am a jinx but i haf always shielded myself saying no i'm not a jinx but a blessed child but looking at how things are going i am trying to realise how true her words are.
Now i myself dun noe where i'm heading to. Which path am i taking or what am i juz asking for. People haf observed that i am not whom i was. I seem to be changed, stoning and quieter which i dun normally do or was. Being a 23yrs old so called young adult but i do not haf a freedom of speech at all not even at home. In this entry i just don't know what to conclude or where am i suppose to end. Speechless.
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