Staring at the screen for quite some time till my brain cracked something to blog about is actually tiring. I don't even haf a life to write abt a random entry actually. Being cooped at home wif so much problems and boredness life juz doesn't seem to be getting any betta.
Finding a job wif my interest is juz too difficult or should i say dat i am too fussy and choosy. Maybe i gotta live wif the choice of life. There is always a saying dat goes "we cannot haf the two best things in the world, we can haf one n sacrifice the other" But if i cannot even get one den how. Everyday i look at the newspapers for job, all they ask for is Diploma, Degree Holders and all. The best is some ask if i haf experience for atleast 3yrs and more. The logic is if the employers are not gonna gif me a chance to work den how on the earth would i gain the experience.

We had a great time together. After meeting each other a long time we had so much things to chat abt and having fun. First in the morning he sent me a sms saying

Dude:gal i haf been mishing u loads shall we meet again" i replied
Babe: yeah i am free. so where u wanna go
Dude: hmm..lets haf a day full of activities
Babe: atlast can haf some fun after a long time :)
Dude: aitez meet u at khatib mrt we shall head to town
Babe: kewl. at 11:30am.

after getting da cash from my dad. dressed up and went to da station. and oh my meeting him was juz great coz haf been cooped up at home. da 1st thing he juz gave me a tight hug and most priceless smile of his. I gave him my most smallest peck on the his cheeks.
We boarded the train n headed to orchard. We were the most noisiest couple in the train. all he did was taking candid pics of me and talking crap and disturbing every single person and also the culprit got caught by me for looking at other gals. He asked "dun tell me u are jealous" and i was like "uh..nah i was too busy checking out the guy opposite dat i haf no time to be jealous" But da moment his smile disappeared "looks like he is jealous" i tapped him n said "u are da best" den we reached orchard. walked alot. had our lunch at Mac and talking crap. after much long time holding his hands and walkin juz makes me forget the world. We went to cineleisure and saw a couple shirt saying "stop lookin at her she is my princess" dis is for the guys shirt and as for the gals "stop looking at him he is my prince" well as he was adamant to buy the shirt i was like fine fine.. we bought the shirt and the shop owner said we look like a cute couple. i was like laffing. he was adjusting his collar saying its becoz of him dat our relationship looks cute. i was like wadeva la Idiot. We went to watch a movie "Because I Said So" it was a beautiful sweet comedy and love movie. i was the only one watchin the movie coz the idiot was watching me. He was like eating his popcorn n suddenly he was like "will we be watching movie juz like dis after we tell our parents abt us" i was like.."wld u juz shut up" he suddenly hold my hands tight like as though i am gonna leave him. I juz lied on his shoulders and said "dun worry baby our relationship will be the most adored by our parents coz atlast my father can be happy dat i haf found someone who is responsible and take care of me." after da movie we wanted to play bowling. we went to marina. i seriously think dat he needs to go for some bowling lessons at least from me LOL!!! we played 3 games and yeah we were tired. We headed to causeway pt to go swensons. I had dis craving to eat ice-cream and he was like are u gonna indulge in dat all by urself. i laffed and said u can a haf a lil from me. He smiled and fed me coz i love to be pampered. after a long day. we headed back home. we got down at yishun and walked back home. he was like saying da day was super good for him and i told him i had a wonderful day and its becoz of him. i was gonna reach my block. he gave me a peck on my forehead and i gave him on his cheeks. after staring into each other's eyes we had our lips met. den we said goodbye. and i went back home. I was too tired and went to bed. The next morning my mum was nagging me to wake up and i was like wait wait..da moment i open my eyes all i realised it was juz a dream.

Only some would realise why did i write such an entry. Loneliness Is My Best Fren and Boredom is my close fren Argghh!!! dats all i gotta say for now.

Labels: Complicated, cooped wif feelings