HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS SHUO KE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA

Today we went for a field trip to DHL..well..quite a boring presentation dey gave..*Yawns* and den dey gave us a YELLOW cap..Wen we wore it we look like workers of DHL..so many workers yet only one or two good looking and da best part dey are married..sighz..and den back home..

Back to entry, 1^st of all thankz sk for reading my last blog entry many times esp da 1^st line..lol. I have many things to write but either circumstances or situation is such dat I cld not write.

I do not know if good looks sell well, as I have noticed many couples..wah..da gals are hot..hmm..and da guys are some ok and some not. Da best some single guys do not even wanna take a 2^nd look at me..maybe becoz I look fat, wif new pimple due to da Stoopid weather and my nerdy look as well a boring back comb jet black hairstyle..haha..

Trishma asked “y not u go for a haircut” lolz..shall do dat soon..Things at home..oh my..i rather juz be cooped up in my room. So much happenings and I juz dun noe wad to do..

I know I have made a lot of mistakes or maybe I have done worse sin in my last carnation dat dis generation I am going through shit!!

Dere was dis tamil drama I was watching and one of da gal said “Neva shld we be born as girls” hmm..why? becoz da day we came to the world crying and till death u will be crying. We are strong headed but soft nature. Oh god..

I feel dat I shld quieten down coz I am over noisy..i wanna walk dis bed of roses full of thorns alone..and oh ya “Bestie asked me “Are you feeling lonely” wahahahhaa..yeah I am..not becoz I dun haf a partner or wad so ever but juz feel cast aside..everyday is going nuts..in class maybe I am da Hyper active but in reality?? I ain’t sure..

“The courage that I need to live,
the air that I breathe.
My world's become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste the purest of pain.”

A song lyrics..juz like wad I am feeling. Everynight wen I go to bed, and da next morning wen I wake up tears stroll down my cheeks. Maybe I juz forgot how to smile.

I dun wanna go on carrying nagging abt my stooped life or else u will get bored oh I might get comments dat I am always complaining in my blog..lolz..shall juz end here..maybe I shall put a full-stop to all dis and juz drift away from life..Adiyoz