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My feelings@Monday, June 05, 2006

Da Words of Da Heart.

When it comes to blogging I juz haf so much to say and dats one of da reason why my entries are super long. Seems like da stronger side of me is melting..and da sensitive side wanna show up due to wad I am going thru..but neva wld I allow it to do so. I am and will always try to fight it back. Alrights to be detail abt my entry..sit back and let ur eyes glance thru the words of my entry.

Da recent movies I went to watch:

X-Men and Da Vinci Code. Both da movies rocked. I love dem and wldn’t mind watching X-Men again juz for my wolverine.

The Functions I Have Attended:

Nisha my secondary school classmate, her 21st B’dae held at Jurong Country Club.
Met shamini, sajetha n her cuzin, sundari and her sista while on da way to Jurong Mrt.
Once we reached da place, we saw nithiya, shaila and lavanya and not forgetting da Beautiful B’dae gal. We all had so much to talk..juz those days..Flashback of beautiful memories. Secondary School Life nothing can be compared to it.
We met a beautiful small gal who is going to be a heartbreaker of all guys when she grows up coz her eyes reveals a lot. Her name is Divya. She is 8yrs old..
The party was grt. Nice food. Games, Songs Dance..yeah after dat head back home.

The second function was my cute lil nephew’s b’dae. He turned 3yrs old. So many gifts. Cute. Enjoyed the fun. Shamz cldn’t attend as she had appointment and Punetha sis had work. Took some photos and candid shots too..lolz. Food was great. Den played wif dem for a while and left home.

That’s for da function I attend. Now shall talk abt other happenings of my life.

Freedom:

Being 22 and yet u r constrain of freedom, it suckz. Feels like suffocating in a cell blocked by walls. Maybe my parents are juz too strict or maybe dey are juz too affectionate towards me..*wonders* well..parents are parents..maybe I wld understand wen I become one.
When I saw so many ppl going to burn deir Saturday night out and I am cooped at home..haiz..and worse still those kids who are going out were so much younger den me.
Maybe da freedom which I am yearning for will be received wen I am married or maybe not. Wonder wad kind of companion I will get. All I need is someone to “Break The Barrier Around Me and Sweep My Feet Off The Ground”

Friends and Friendship:

After coming to ITE life, I have gained a lot of good friends and I am confidence abt dat.
Dey are bunch of ppl who loves my crap, my lame jokes and juz me for who I am. We can juz talk anything under da sun. But sometimes I feel da closest ones are drifting away frm me..maybe I did something or maybe..juz maybe..i ain’t sure. But still dey rock my life. One of the thing which I respect in life is Friendship. It is a valuable treasure. I believe dat friends are angels given to us frm God.

Love, Relationship:

I wish I was in love. Really. Sometimes wen I see my frenz or all those whom I noe are so busy wif deir companion and enjoying..i feel like I am in outer space. The feeling is juz so weird. Maybe I ought to be a loneranger. Most of the time wen I am alone in my room wld always imagine how wld it be if dere is someone juz for me, someone who loves me so much, propose to me in a cutest way, ask me out for a date even his schedule is busy, be da reason behind my laughter, share my happiness, held out his handkerchief wen I cry and hug me. Send me flirty cutey smses, hold my hands and neva let go. Fight wif me, annoy me, make me cry and ask sorry in da most adorable way, put me to sleep and watch me wen I am sleeping. Surprise me, sing me a song even if he can’t sing, respect me and my decisions, pamper me like I am his princess. Well maybe I am juz asking for too much. Maybe I am juz expecting too much but I am very sure dere are gals out dere who feels da same way I do. Wen wld I meet da right guy, or wld I ever even meet someone like dat..hahahahaha..Some may think I am desperate, well I am not. Da feeling of having a companion is juz different frm a complete loneranger’s life.

Ending of my entry:

Dis entry might be super long but each word means a lot to me. When I say I am a open book everyone tries to read me but dey neva understood wad is da story. Blaming dem is juz not right coz I noe I am complicated. Anyway I have posted some pics which I took at my fren’s b’dae party and some of my nephew’s b’dae party. Enjoy looking at dem and shall blog a much more interesting entry.


Gallery

Sajetha n da B'dae Gal Nisha who is standing.

Me n Shamz. Couples? LOL

Saj'z Cuzin, Sajetha n Shamz

Shamz n Shailz. Couples No.2?? LOL

Me and Shaila

Da Beautiful Eyes gal Divya and Saj

Smile Ladies

The B'dae Cake

The B'dae Song. B'dae Boy On da left.

The Blowing Of da Candles

The B'dae Boy Haranesh Posing

Da boys and deir gifts

Me and my bro Madhz




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