As I was standing at the junction..looking at all the passing vehicles..i tot abt wad to write..i haf so much in mind but wen it comes it the actual blogging..i forget wad to write. Nvm..shall juz write wad happen yest and today..

Yesterday..my fren Jess fell in da class well it was really funny..*am sorry* lolz..actually Shuoke was like trying to walk thru her I guess..or I think she pushed jess hahaha…anyway some embarrassing moments are nice to keep..

For today Tourism class was fun..wahahaha..becoz of the teacher..he kept doing funny actions and stuff…wahahahaha…and yeah some of my frenz got reminded neva ask Syamsiah to ask the bus driver for direction…lolz..she does things totally da opposite..and guess wad u will be lost den…hahahahha..

Okies…wad I basically wanna blog abt..hmm..as I sat down in my room..juz wif my loneliness..i tot abt dis..everyone keeps saying dat “If u suffer in life now..in future u will live a better life” hmm..is dis phrase really true or is it juz an encouragement for the person not to commit suicide..*wonders* ahh..coz since I know my life is like DAMN!!! And its not getting better but worse..haiz…maybe I’m juz not an ordinary person as wad my blog says..u noe I also tot dat..Good Things and Good People are Neva Appreciated..

Why is dat so damn it…I noe I complain a lot but I also noe wad da hell I am going thru..sometimes I realize dat I am juz Complicated..haiz..but who cares.. I have only one life and I wanna live it..

Wait I wanna ask all of u a question..is Betraying a Fren is worse or Betrayed by a Fren is worse..actually come to think of it both is da same..but if u ask me…let me explain..wen u are betraying ur fren u wouldn’t feel the pinch or the pain but wen u are betrayed by a fren..ah..ah..dats wen u realize da pinch and pain..I always say dat I dun trust anyone but coming to think of it I think I haf lost da trust in me..i really dun noe if I haf betrayed any fren or did a fren betrayed me..juz dat my heart is trying to tell me something which I seriously dun understand a shit..ahhh…

We human beings complain a lot..and hey I am one of dem also..lolz..we juz haf to complain abt dis or dat..we are juz not satisfied.. but we dun realize dat dere are people who live a worse life den us…hmm..is it becoz we actually have everything we wanted but we dun treasure it..god knows…

For example..as I was walking back home from the MRT Station..i was near a carpark and I saw two Mr.Cleaners pushing da Garbage truck thingy..and I also saw two Singaporeans who were talking abt Mr Cleaners dat dey are stinky and dey close deir nose and keep on giving da action dat it is smelly..and wen the cleaners saw dat..dey immediately put deir head down and walk..hmm..wad do u see in dis pic..two ladies who dun realize dat without Mr Cleaners..da area wun be clean and so as the environment..and dey shld be gifted enuff dat dey have someone to do so..btw dey dun realize dat it is smelly becoz of dem coz dey are also part of da reason for the garbage truck to be full coz dey throw rubbish too..arggghhh..juz imagine if u dun have rubbish chute cleaners..wad do u face everyday..damn learn to appreciate things and people even if dey dun matter much to u…

I dun understand why am I pouring so much..juz dat all dis is in my heart and mind and wanted to let everyone know..you know u might wonder wad is behind a person’s beautiful smile..dere might be so much sorrows hiding..

Okies…I forgot to tell something I haf changed my hp to Motorola E398..hmm I am trying to get use to the function coz I ain’t a fan for Motorola..i still prefer Nokia..haiz..

Yeah shall not continue anymore..lolz..my next entry will be on…errrmmm…I haf yet to tink abt it..till den if u haf suggestions plz drop by at my tagboard..aightz..remember..dis is my blog..i am writing wadeva I feel and if u think is wrong..not my fault..i can’t practically please everyone..Adiyoz..