Here I am clearing the spider webs and dust in my blog. Well it has been such a long time ever since I blog..yeah some might wonder why do I own a blog lolz..who cares..though I dun blog practically everyday, when I blog wow…its like a long paragraph man..future writer or I guess I have the potential to become one. *adjust collar* Basically after exams, had holidays but I was spending most of my time in school. Becoz I was involved in the Games Committee for Bridge Leader. If some might wonder wad on the earth is Bridge Leader its my CCA. Yeah and I do enjoy every single bit of it..lolz..Prepared for rehearsals and Orientation program and stuff..dat was in school..but at home if u wanna noe wad shit I go thru..argghh..well I shall talk abt home thingy in the later paragraph hehehe…shall continue wif school stuff..

Came to school most of the days during holidays, planned games for rehearsals and orientation day. Met new frenz. Had fun..enjoyed a lot. Had a direct talk wif one of the ex senior of the club. Well wad I noe is I stand up for my rights that’s all..anyway..after the rehearsal and oreientation which happened..got some comments or shld I say compliment I dun noe…that I got a very loud voice..some say wheneva I gave some instruction or even say a cheer, due to my loud vocal chord, my face looks stern..hmm..is dat my fault..well I dun noe..some came and told me dat dey miss my voice I was like huh..lolz..well different individuals have different opinions..A loner like me shld be in the club of bridge leader and one of the reason is to meet new frenz and take my self out of my loneliness. Anyway during holidays I did miss some of my classmates..actually dun wanna name dem coz dey shld noe who dey are..

Results: oh my I am in a shock..not becoz I failed or wad so ever but I got Grade A for all my 3 subjects…damn..i got a GPA of 4 for dis exam but when its combined wif last exam my GPA is only 3.25 ahh..nvm…shall try my level best to do in my next exam. Oh ya…when I went attend class on the 3 rd day coz as I was involved in the orientation thingy, my class advisor said dat I got the highest mark for my project and which was 95 marks..dats a 2^nd shock..and some of my classmates said its favoritism..haha..well I dun noe whether is dat the truth..but only I know wad shit I went through for the project and how many days I spent without sleeping and running here and dere coz my pc was not working and stuff. I think the marks whicheva I got is for da damn effort I put in and I will be very generous to share it wif those who did the project wif me sincerely. Now dis term also we have some projects…arrggghhh…shall see how it goes..

Home: hmm…wad can I say..she and I share a bond..a relationship which is suppose to be the most beautiful one on earth but in my case its all different..Suddenly she has become someone whom she is not..more childish and stuff…keeps crying for no reason and irritate the hell out of me..i keep losing my temper a lot of times and sometimes it real mental torture from her..i have to like wake up early and clean the whole house and even do the damn cooking arrggghhhh…I hate it..wad do..life is not always a bed of roses..but for me..i have always been seeing the thorns and more over walk on it…damn damn..God above please take a look at me..

Myself: practically sometimes I do really suffer from inferiority complex. Lolz…I noe..sometimes I think I look like…errr…u shld noe…and sometimes I think my dressing sux..and worse..my hair…arrgghhh…if I strike lottery I think everything gonna change…lolz..anyway who care…practically at times I think I look adorable..wahahahahaha…so much of thick skin I got…hahaha..

Now: I need to buy a new bag and shoe for school. Might be applying for driving license..but still pondering whether to take car or bike..most probably….nvm shall skip dat answer..and yeah for now dats abt it…once I sit in my room where my loneliness is accompanying me..i shall think of more things to write about..aightz..Adiyoz..