My Parents..

Well actually dey have deir good side..but dey show me deir other side more often den da good side..lolz..hmm…If there is one man whom I love and he is another woman’s husband..he is none other den my Dad…a great gift I can eva have..he might nag and scold me and even use harsh words and tone at times but he loves and dotes me da most..and I noe da fact very well dat he even loves me more den he loves his wife..*evil laffter* at times when he hurts me…ahh…I juz can’t take it man..but still I love him and he is da best..at times I feel he got split personality…wahahhaa..coz one min he will be fine..talking joking and disturbing…but den da other min..he becomes short-tempered and nags like nobody’s business..lolz…smiles..

A message for my dad..

Dad I noe it will be a miracle or shld I say a shocking thing for me to know dat u will read my blog..lolz..i noe u dun believe in dis all…hehe…nvm wadeva it is I juz wanna say dat u are da best..and u noe wad I think ur wife is a lil jealous dat u love me da most..wahahhaha…and to be frank I really miss those time where u trim my nails for me, iron my uniform, tie my hair, carry my skool bag, and da most impt…wheneva I am sleeping u come secretly in da room and kiss my cheeks and forehead and whisper in my ears “You are always my baby gal no matter how old u grow” ahh..i wish I can have those words heard again..

Hmm..now my mum..well I always have yearn for a mother’s love..i neva knew how is it like to be loved by a mother..i do have a mum..but yet to earn da love from her..well at times she is nice..bring me to movies, bring me to lunch and stuff..but we do have a distance between us…well she always made me feel left out when I noe very well sshe loves my bro and sis a lot…she always says dat I am da unlucky child..sway and blah…if only she realise…

A message for my mother..

Well mum..i noe its not possible for u to read also..nvm…anyway I really got nothing much to tell…but plz dun be soo jealous dat ur husband loves me more den u..aightz..

My Siblings…

My bro..well to be frank I hate him to da max…grrr…actually he is like da soft spot in him is only 0.01% and da rest..u shld noe…he neva even gave me a respect as a human being…argghhh…he neva had a trust on me…wheneva he needs help he needs me…and when his things are done…ahh…bid off bye..dats my bro..grr

A message for my bro..

I guess you have made my Bp high and also thankz for being a pest..hehe

My sister…wah..i dun need enemies outside..lolz…I have one at home..grr…she has a good side at times only…but most of da time…oh my…juz got no comments..she is juz da female version of my bro..dats all…

A message for my sis..

Ahem u noe wad..i guess I wld have been more happy if I was da only daughter..lolz..

U noe..being stuck among dis colourful traffic light of my life…ahh…I dun noe wad to do…there are juz too many things running in mind…but certain things are meant to be kept in da dark..too much of stress and depression…too much of tears shed…haha…life is like dat…we cannot always expect bed of roses..but why do I always step on da thorns…

Oh I forgot to write abt an important person in life and she is none other den shamini..

My best fren…

She is one of da best gift I can eva get or shld I say vice versa *winkz*well shamz I juz wldn’t noe if had not come in my life…lolz..she is one person who loves my entertainment..and listens to my stooped rap and stuff…haha…well wad I admire abt her is her patience and oh ya her tolerence for me…she has been my Friend, My sister and also love me as my mother..sometimes I feel possessive when someone new comes in her life and she is close to dem…but I can’t do much coz she has her own personal life…I love her sooo much…but ppl dun think I am les…I am a person who gives a lot of importance to Friendship…yeapz…I envy da way she dress, and her style…she always says dat I am her bytch…lolz..i noe sometimes I really behave like one…lolz..sorry abt dat babe…and she also claims I am her angel…lolz..i guess she has yet to see the other side..hehe..hmm…wad can I say man…she is juz best…I juz cldn’t find a beautiful word in da dictionary to describe dis angel of mine..yeah..she is da best…

A message to sham..

Well shamz I noe dat I have been rude, sacarstic and blah blah to u…sorry..i guess I need to see a doc soon…lolz…and yeah my IMH dream will be true..lolz..and u noe if I have hurt u plz tell me shamz…I am sorry if I have caused some trouble…*smiles* sometimes I really wish u cld noe wad I am feeling in my heart…I wished u cld u see da tear in my eyes when I smiled at u…lolz…but I dun blame u as I am a very good actress…wahahahhaha…and oh ya I used to spend time and lunch wif her alone…ahhh but now I gotta share…lolz…well yeah..u are my best fren no matter wad…and I love u da most…

I guess today’s entry is super duper long…shall juz end here…AdiyoZ