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@Monday, January 24, 2005

well..well..dere are two poems below...one is for my best fren and da other is for a fren also who has made a strained relationship between us..haha...

Best Friend...

My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there



Dedicated to friend who has changed..

You show your true intelligence,
Your personality is as picket as a fence
Your nothing but a chump
You ought to feel as dirty as a dumb
I thought you were my friend,
But to our relationship this is the end
You hurt our friendship
And made me feel hardship
You messed up my world
But later when I thought of you, I hurled
Your head is twisted
Maybe I will help your suicide be assisted
I may be just venting
But this is holding me back and preventing
Incase you didn't know
I'm saying, you need to pack your shit and go

actually dis entry shld be posted yesterday itself..but my damn stoopid pc..hanged..grr...juz felt like throwing my freaking pc..yeah yeah i noe my loved ones wld be thinking dat my pc is juz like me GOne CaSe!!!...hahaha...
okies ppl...u noe wad i realli gotta dank god for giving me frenz and also a best fren..i can't live w/o frenz coz dey mean alot to me..but some juz dun noe da meaning of friendship..yeah..some frenz come and dey stay in ur life foreva and wherelse some come..dey use..den dey throw u worse den a rubbish..my principle in life.."i wld forgive an enemy..but not a betrayer" hmm...yeah frenz..frenz wad can i say abt dis bunch of special pplz..shemini is my arrogant annoying lovable best fren..haha..da 1st day i met her in my life we end up fighting...wahahaha den now we are da best of da best..and u noe wad she neva even once told me if dere is anything wrong in wad i say or etc...i think she is scared of me *evil grinz* she betta be....and u noe wad plz stay away frm her if u noe she is gonna wack u...sighz...coz da way she hit...damn its freaking pain *flashback of my hand* she is da only jeevan who calls me bytch and i can't do anything...and if u are her fren u gotta wear bullet proof jacket..lolz..plz wear shades guys..coz her smile can really melt ur heart and dat stoopid look she gives when she wants something badly frm u is damn adorable..my best fren is someone whom i can't juz share wif any tom dick and harry...coz she is MINE!!! juz dat i wonder why wasn't she my sis..lol...but looking at da other side i guess being best fren is betta coz god noes if she becomes my enemy if she was my sister....hehehe..basically i can juz go on and on abt her...wahaha..right now she will floating *da advertisment airpork* wahahahahhaha....*come down to earth u spanky winkz*

hmm..lets see but sometimes certain frenz change either for da good or worse..dey forget dat wadeva dey speak sometimes it hurts...look u might think dat i am sacarstic and my jokes r hurting...but din u noe dat when u were my fren...and y is it dat u realise it only now..? why? ahh...and i juz feels dat da relation between us have changed alot...things dun seem to be da same..wadeva u either i tok seems to be getting misunderstood..haha..ya u put all da blame against me for being sacarstic and hurting u...well u din realise dat how much u have hurt me by juz ur normal words..okai fren if u think wad i have said is pricking u haha...den u shld noe wad u have done or wad u shld do..i dun blame u for everything maybe..its ur circumstances or maybe its juz some other lame reasons...well my fren u noe wad u have changed....believe it or not..dun come and give me lame excuse dat u are still da same or u have changed for da good...haha...and u noe wad i have changed for da best...juz being more sacarstic...i may look at u not stare...i may tok..not sacarsticly...u gotta noe me well enuff before u even dare to judge me..yeah..dats all and i still have a heart...so if i have hurt u in wad i have said i am sorry my fren..

wadeva it is....frenz are still impt....even if u become my enemy i wld still welcome u to my hse...coz god gave me a sacarstic tongue wif an arrogant look and wif a good heart..and ya my topic is how best frenz play an impt role and how strained relationships affect an individual..and dis topic which i juz wrote abt is given by my best fren shemini...oh sorry dats one of da nick which i gave her..her name is shamini..oh ya pplz dun u wanna see who is my arrogant annoying lovable huggable best fren...juz look at da pic..but plz dun judge her da way she looks...haha...coz she is more lovable when u get to noe her more deeper..and prem my darling teddy bear dun worry i shall blog abt next okies..muacks..


dis is her recent pic...shemini..jeans potta suppama..a traditionally modernise nerd..wahahaha





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