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i dun noe how to describe my feelings..@Saturday, January 22, 2005

Bummin Ard

hmm..okies..today is suba my cuzin sis b'dae..yeah..when to her hse and gave a small suprise..and she was pretty shocked..den ate pizza...tok...den left..had a small fun..okies...other den dat...frm morning...i was simply lazing ard my hse..as usual my dad was like saying..do this wrk..do dat wrk..and yeah i wen marketing today...grr...my mum asked me to buy chicken..okies...wen i saw da way he cut cut da chicken..gosh..i can juz forget eating chicken...but i wun be able to stop eating Mc Spicy double frm Mac..Combo 1 meal which consists of two piece chicken and fries frm LJS..and KFC 2 pc chicken meal...LOL..so many sacrifices...wahhaha..well i only do dat when i am fasting...yeah...okies..while doing marketing saw dis gal..she looks like in da mids of 21-24yrs...i dun noe why...she kept reminding of myself in da future....wahahahhahaha..den...now am blogging...yeah wondering wad topic shall i blog abt..

Pretty Interesting

hmm..i realli dun noe wad to blog abt..*thinks* Lets talk abt love and V-Day. okies lets see, to some people love hurts and to some love is da best thing in deir life. to some love is like a mystery and to some love is juz love..to be simple and honest.."u wun noe da meaning of love till u experience it" well in 23 days time its gonna be Valentines Day...and u noe da most farniest thing abt dis day is dat...looks like dats da only day da florist has open his/her shop...dats where da couples think to get something special for deir loved ones..and dats when dey get da idea of so many restaurants and good places to eat...i juz wanna LOL at dis whole situation...u noe why...bascially..why can't dey juz give one stalk of rose any day of da year..and why can't dey give a gift anytime dey wanna suprise deir love...why can't dey find da time to bring deir loved ones for a good dinner or lunch...juz any day...hmm...*wonders* well well...to some people V-day is a day filled wif fun, love and etc...but to some it causes lonliness...boredom and juz a normal day...

hmm...my love story is incomplete and i dun noe when it will be complete..juz going thru da life path and looking forward wads gonna happen next..u noe to be frank..i love to be in love...wahahaha...if my parents wants me to get married...i wld prefer a love marriage but looking at da world now..or shld i say society..its not as easy as we think to get a perfect love..and ya ya i noe u ppl will say nothing is perfect in dis world...but why dun u all look at da imperfections in a perfect way..well..V-Day..most are like booked and i have shamz not to worry...but den...i have a strong feeling dat someone else is gonna call her out...and shamz if it happen so..go ahead okies..*smiles* hey pplz...do u noe sometimes some ppl juz dun value da love we give dem or shower dem...juz dun understand dis kinda complicating humans...if u love someone juz tell dem..and if dey dun accept ur love..ahhh..forget it..lolz..nah..juz try..wait..and still dey wanna be da stone...leave dem as dey are...dey demself wld come back to regretting but at dat point u wun love dat person and if u do...u are simply grt....

we humans are juz like dat...we wun look neither give a glance at da special treasure who is beside us created by god and send by angels..instead we look far away at those we can neva reach or at those who dun even bother abt us..or we juz think abt da past and brood over it...look..da reason why we have a present and future is becoz to make us realise dat time changes alot....and u gotta live wif it..past is gone..yeah u can think abt it juz a flashback but not as ur reality...start a new life and see wad u got in dere....and ya come back to V-day...so how many gonna propose or out for a romatic date...juz curious..anyway to some pplz...i am writing dis entry not becoz i am alone or not being anyones dat for dat day...juz writing down my tots...well guys and gals let me suggest u all something...maybe instead of searching for a gift high and low....be creative and do something...and if ur loved one is a person who love u more den anything...he/she wld realli treasure and value ur gift...and oh ya to all single dudes and babes...juz enjoy dis day to da max wif ur frenz....dun be leftout..coz its V-day and not lovers day...wahahahha....its meant for ppl whom u love and it can anyone...aightz...dat all..hmm...readers if u dun like wad i have said..i am sorry coz truth hurts for u....and to those who appreciate...dankz...juz tag...and many more interesting topics wld be rolling in...below dere is a small poem wrote by me..Adiyoz

My heart beats juz for u
My eyes are searching for u
But when i found u..
i realise dat u are not mine...
but i am not able to give up juz like dat
coz i loved u..
i am falling..fallen and fell in love wif u


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