well..well..."When My Heart Was Bleeding, Instead Of Doing First Aid..I Was Stabbed Just Directly In The Front" Guess i have to juz blame myself for being so foolish...anyway i din wanna blog abt dis issue...but i feel dat i need to pour it out...i have been told dat my words are hurting..and its nowadays very sacarstic...ok..pplz..u see i am born wif dat kinda speech..da way i talk...its not dat i hold something against u..coz Durga...ya dats me...i am a direct person..dun like to beat ard da bush..and sometimes..da reason why i am being sacarstic coz...if i am gonna tell u directly at ur face u wun be able to take it...its not dat i am mean...but i dun wanna hurt anyone coz i noe da pain of being hurt. Some are saying dat sometimes it hurts...but do dey noe how much i have been hurt by dem...i dun like and dun wish to tell coz i love to live my life to da fullest...and i juz dun noe why...Problems seems to be coming and aiming directly at me...for no reason...god...once upon a time in my life...my ex said dat my jokes are hurting...at dat point of time i laffed man...now and today i realise...wad he said is infact true...and to all those who feels dat i have hurt u by the way i talk and said something to u...wld like to take dis opportunity to say dat i sincerely apologise for da mistake i have done...and it goes to everyone...menaka, shamz, prem and even jag...ya jag i noe i have hurt u alot...its not i really am dat mean...its juz to make u realise...dere are betta pple out dere...no matter wad all are my frenz..and to me da reason i am still happy in life is because of frenz...so plz guys..juz dun think i am a sacarstic person...i am a normal human being and i have feelings too...and menaka i am sorry..."no matter wad i will be always dere for u.." dedicated to all my frenz..."When I Was Smiling At u..You Forgot To See The Tear In My Eye"