well...am bored..right now only jag is entertaining me wif his quest..lolz..i feel neglected and kinda bullied by all at home..even my mum is like now keep on picking a fight wif no reasons...and my sis...wah..i guess need to learn frm her wad is respect...guess i lost my respect..my dad..hmm..he juz go work in da morning..and at night will be back and keeps on shouting and nagging neva do dis wrk and dat...grr..as though i am a full time maid..come on..i am also a human..dun i have feelings..haiz....and oh ya my bro..he even forgot dat i was da one who gave him my phone and now when i am in da need of phone he is not giving..damn..and now punetha sis have a new job and its 12 hr shift..arghh i mish her alot...only those who are close to me will noe how much i miss her...sighz..rite now..most of da time at home..no money..nothing to do..watch vcds...do hsewrk..damn dats wad i do everyday.. i juz dun noe why..i feel so INCOMPLETE..and i seriously hate dis feeling...lolz..maybe i am juz going craze...or maybe i am not..i dun noe..oh ya..shamz meenz prem all gave jag a suprise b'dae party...and i din even noe dat i was playing a part in da gift...and when jag asked me..gosh..do u noe how i felt...arghh...its ok..juz dun noe wad to do...sometimes dis boredom can kill me..at least most of my frenz have something to do..and me...i dun noe wad to do...sometimes your own treats u like a stranger and sometimes strangers treat u like deir own...a dialogue frm K3G...ahh juz find it so true in my case...well may god bless me wif more happiness...