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da feeling which i am having is it fair to myself..@Wednesday, November 10, 2004

wah....after a long time man..back in action..was damn buzy wif school stuff..spring cleaning..painting..deepavali preparation..shopping..and in between dis have to study..gosh..i am gonna faint..feel so cramped man..oh ya..so many things are happening ard me..my exams are so near..i am damn worried..i really wanna do my best..oh ya..i am so happy dat for da 1st time in my life i won a 2nd place in netball..and got a trophy..in my 20yrs life this is da 1st time i carried and touched my own trophy..oh my da feeling is damn grt..

Right now my financial is damn tight..1st time for deepz i put budget and buy punjabi suit and stuff...grr..i hate doing dat..juz after a deepz after my exams..gonna look for a job which i am very sure its not easy to get one..

About the story which i wrote..sorry for da delay..juz wait and see..soon i will update abt da story..my assist director is always sleeping dats y..LOL..

I dun noe...right i am surrounded by couples..love..hugging..OMG..i juz dun noe..i feel so leftout..when most of my classmates are wif deir bfs..damn..sometimes very irritating la..haha..well i am practically mad..wahahaha..my two of my classmates..hmm guy and a gal..dun wanna mention deir name..coz some of my classmates also blog..well..dis two classmates..lets name dem A and B..well A is a guy and B is a Gal..A likes B alot but juz too shy to tell and so does B likes A but juz dun wanna admit..so today..dey board da train together..well A stays at sembawang and B stays at Clementi..but A is damn sweetie..he followed B back home..aww...he was telling us dat he is gonna tell his love in da train..well hope he did..and by da way..dis couple is damn Cute..juz adore dem..ahh..she was so shy when dey board da train together..haha..well lets come back to my problem..Love is in da air or it might not be..well though i have dis lonely feeling...i will juz try my level best to overcome it and do well in my studies...juz concentrate on my education and career..i dun have time for a relationship..and its very diff to get a good guy..all bitches gets da good guys and all bastards gets da angels..grr...well some whom i noe might not agree to wad i say..i dun noe whether u noe dat i am toking abt u..let me say dis..i dun care if u agree to wad i say..and if u think u wanna argue wif me..u jolly well can do it..but think before u do..haha..hmm..wad shall i say..juz waiting when i will finish my education and get my hand in my career..ahh..juz hate to depend on parents..coz most of da time dey fight and find probz becoz i am still depending on dem..argghh..juz feel like having my own family..haha..a loving husband..a smooth life..maybe we will meet some rocks..or..no i shall say pebbles..but we will come over it..start a family for ourselves..juz two sweet kids..one angel and one prince..ahh..maybe i shall name my daughter mahisha or smitha..and my son vaishal or daranesh..or sadesh..wah..so many names..sorry am a lil fussy..well dis is juz a dreamland..my own small island..hope one day it will face da reality..ahh..shall end here..


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